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Hey there, people. Hey, Slinko.
Um, this is the first time ever I'm using this particular interface, so please excuse me if I eff up something protocol-post side.
So, um. I am... somewhat late to what was written here about a month ago. Twenty-six days actually, but who counts*ahem*
Yet I... wanted to chime in. To express my support, despite being a complete and total stranger from somewhere around the world.
I'll try to keep the spaghetti to a minimum. It's very late here, and I'm moderately sleep deprived, so again, excuse me if my words set someone off the wrong way.
The Not Spaghetti part who am I kidding
I discovered "Dragon Romance" literally six days ago. Completely through a fluke. Up until that point, I had no idea about its existence, the existence of "Quests" in general, or the community that had created and gathered them. And I still have a lot to discover and understand.
I read through DR non-stop during these six days until I finally caught up with the update progress. Time flew by, while I remained glued to the screen, barely remembering I had a life of my own.
DR was a profound experience for me. Very profound. The way it combined philosophy with optimism, the way it weaved existential questions as old and deep as creation itself with uplifting moments, the way Ceridwen is so upbeat and alive, so vital and believable, so... real. The whole story is so... poignant. and truly funny when it aims to entertain
This was (and continues to be) one of the very best stories I've ever experienced in my relatively sheltered life. It moved me to tears. It was so good, so excellent, so very Inspiring that I genuinely wept, overloaded with pure emotion. Because it is that perfect. Not flawless. But perfect. And awesome. And very, very heartwarming.
You know how, like, 95% of all stories are always a -person vs. person- conflict? And how the other five percent that are about the other two "megatypes", -person vs. environment- and -person vs. self- are usually hot garbage poorly told attempts at storytelling? Well, from this point on, I consider DR to be my gold standard for -person vs. self- conflict.
So, Slinko, I don't know how much you care about this, but I consider you a true Creator. A Creator that Inspires with a capital "I", for your Art, also with a capital letter, was able to touch the soul of one such humble individual as me.
I will also say the same about the others who are part of this community - the musicians, the illustrators, the wordsmiths, the multi-talents; for they, too, provide inspiration through their own creations, mutual support, and visions for a more transcendent reality, and ALL OF YOU for certain have touched the hearts of others, for there is a star for every ray of light.
And I will also say the same about the readers and participants in the Quests themselves - for they are those that experience the myriad of adventures and walk the roads of fantastic journeys, bringing joy to themselves and to those that provided them with the freedom of infinite worlds to explore, infinite stories to witness, and infinite opportunities to develop a mutual understanding and connection of each other in the process of such endless fun.
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The point about creative burnout is a difficult issue. I, too, have the "honor" of knowing all-too-well about it. I have faced it in practically every creative endeavor I've ever dabbled: game programming, GM-ing tabletop rpgs, creative writing, and so on. In fact, even right now I'm struggling with it, as I try to finish a novel that I've been working on for three years.
I can talk alot on the subject; some of it would probably be bullshit, some may contain a genuine answer to the problem. Yet to be candid (and succinct ah, wait, no, that ship has sailed many paragraphs ago), I haven't found the silver bullet - and I'm probably a long way off from discovering it, if ever.
Yet if there's one nugget of wisdom that I've stumbled across after so many years of abandoned projects and moping around, it's that perseverance is key. Not only in art, and not only in work. In life in general. Consistency, practice, willpower, determination, resolution, striving toward a dream - often it takes A LOT of effort to attain the desired goal, and the way to reaching it is... to continue on the road.
Sometimes it'll be slow. Sometimes it'll be okay. Sometimes, you'll even get to ride the highway. Yet like all roads, it ends sooner or later; you just have to keep walking. It's okay to rest, to pause, to look around and examine the scenery - often, what brings spring back into one's step are the sights along the journey, not the thoughts about the destination itself.
And regarding the depression, I understand you, Slinko. I've been there. It's a horrible, all-consuming, endlessly bleak state that I've struggled with for years. So many, long years. I've tried all kinds of stuff; talking with friends and relatives (if they're listening); professional help; medication; meditation (that one kinda helped, but YMMV); soul-searching; everything.
It was a long, terrible, and arduous period in my life. Until 2017, when I finally made a breakthrough, and thought it was all done. It wasn't. It's not as bad as before, yet I still have issues. Still have doubts. Still feel socially awkward (that's why spaghetti atm), and still have days when I just want everything to end, so I can finally have peace.
And you know what? Sometimes I get those days of peace. I get them thanks to shining beacons like "Dragon Romance". Thanks to people who create, dream, and want to share their inner spark with the world.
I find peace, and much more, I find light, thanks to people like you, Slinko.
So, I conclude this totally-not wall-of-doom ramble to plonk down the tl;dr version of what I've been wanting to say this entire time: Thank you, Slinko.
Thank you. For bringing DR into this world, for weaving such a perfect story alongside everyone who participates, and for weathering so selflessly the storms of life so you can share the Flame of your Soul.
Thank you.
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