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thoughts: ok. *shrug* Well what a shame that is. When I saw you, I thought you were someone who was wise, intimidating, a man with great control and respect, and able to think for himself. but unfortunately, in the end, your mentor is right. You're nothing more than another sheep, no different from the other cross ash members. Not knowing what to do, lost, afraid, and needing the dogs to scare you in position even if you are overly stressed and put in danger, and a shepard telling you what to do without questioning or researching the true intentions.
thoughts: Actually, no, I was wrong. Your Shepard see's you more of a black sheep Lorence, a very abnormal creature among the herd of sheep, trying to please to the point of obsession. Let me explain. A very reliable source at the time with their cute little hand puppets had told me that Andrew sees your actions of trying so hard to please him as... very abnormal. When I was told this, it made his actions when first met him make a lot a sense.
thoughts: Here is what I mean, we were once given a chance to kill the following members in the cult which we refused: the diamond Delilah, the heart Clara, the spade Lester, the joker Wild Cat... and you, the club Lorence. Want to know who it was that gave us that opportunity to possibly off you? Your mentor Andrew. He put you in a group of people he sees as garbage. to put in perspective, you were put in the same category with Delilah even, which I was told was his most hated follower.
thoughts: In many respects, you're kind of like Ana, very scared, confused, stressed, and constantly trying to please us, and for the most part follow our advice without question. Heck, I'm sometimes finding myself trying to get her to think for herself, and not be a puppet to anyone, including myself.
thoughts: Well, knowing you, despite what I said, I suppose you'll take my message with a grain of salt and just ignore me. That said, I already know you'll most likely kill Falafaf here and give up on possible happiness for a life of stress, and constantly questioning how sinful you are and wondering if you can be a changed man like you were here. With that, I say, go ahead and kill her, and prove my hypothesis that you are nothing more than a scared little black sheep.
*was thinking about warning Falafaf by pointing at the knife behind Lorence's back and crossing her thumb across her neck, but decides against it*
*sits and relaxes at an empty chair with feet on the table*
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