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Sparkling Song
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I can communicate with my units at a distance. The point is more that I didn't want to worry about it for now. As for having flying scouts, we, well, unless I am forgetting something, don't have any. Skimmy can glide for fair distances, but is entirely reliant on wind patterns for sustained flight. He doesn't have any means of going up of his own power.
"No, this is not a rule. You are not one of my soldiers. I have no right to command you. This is advice. I don't know where you can find a safe place to start a village. In this age, everywhere is taken and held with bitter force. There are no safe places left for anything new."
Monogamy. What the hell is going through my head? Why do I suddenly feel like I want to tie myself to someone I've known for a couple of days at best? I can't trust my own feelings on this matter. Why should I chain down someone who I will outlast? I don't know why I suddenly had that notion fly through my mind. I can't make such judgements based on raw emotional impulses. I will wait and consider how I feel. But the rules in the air and the water are a factor I should have considered sooner.
I have no idea how long this campaign against the entire world at large can even last. There's an entire continent I haven't seen with my own eyes, and three out of eight marbles I have no idea as to the whereabouts of. I have the time marble, Akar has the growth marble, the decay marble is somewhere in Fell lands and the flow marble is somewhere in soroi lands. The void marble is in pieces, and I have one of those pieces. That leaves the sun, moon and space marbles. I could be waging this war for months, years, or even decades.
It isn't even a war. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. Gathering ichor, reinforcing my base, plotting to recover the marbles that I can claim without killing anyone or ruining entire civilisations. This is probably a fine time to reassess, well, my entire purpose of being. What am I even doing? Trying to stop the Shatterer? Do I think I can defeat something I'm an intrinsic part of by punching it? Maybe Echidna was right. Maybe the best thing I can do for the world is to seal myself away in something external to the world.
I'm snapped back out of my head by Nashi speaking in her almost flutelike voice. «Advice. Yes. I'm sorry.»
"No. I'm sorry. I shouldn't be giving you commands. Besides, we're here to relax. Can we discuss this some other time?"
«Yes. I have been feeling very tense lately. I suppose if I had not been randomly selected for messenger duty I would be breeding by default around this point in my life otherwise. The rules are quieter but present again. I do not feel compelled to follow, but they are making me tense. Anxious. I feel like I am failing to be soroi.»
I walk around Nashi and start rubbing her gently. Her blue patterns remain, but shift paler. "If being soroi means living your whole life for someone else's benefit, is that what you want?"
«I woke up out of the soroi dream. I have dreams of my own.»
"And your dream is admirable, but it is too soon. I also have no desire to personally bring more life into a universe while I dream of its death."
Nashi tenses up and I curse my tongue. "A death I am devoting my life to ensuring never comes to pass!"
«Do you think even you can prevent the end of all things?»
"Even if I can't, I can tell you for definite that this world keeps on going. I mean, the end of all things already came once, and yet the world's still filled with life." I try to put the red sky and shrill cries of the scavengers of the future out of my mind.
«Do you know how the soroi came to be?»
"Hm? I, uh, no. Do you?"
«I heard the story once, but only accepted it without thinking about it. Do you want to hear the story?»
Nashi leads me to one of the smaller satellite pools. I briefly check in on the others via mindlink, who are having a fantastic time and appear not to be surprised that I'm off spending time with Nashi instead of them. Some of my unsummoned personalities, mostly Mannimarco, are incarnating just to have the experience. It's a drain on my ichor reserves, but I'm not concerned. Everything is quiet for now.
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