I'd rather live in the present than dwell on the past, dwelling on the past for too long is unhealthy and you cant change what has happened. 

If we are absolutely forced to choose, let make it the recent past since it is closer to the present, though this still feels like a trap to me

Millie 2 doesn't seem too happy to be here.

Is it possible to not make a choice so we don't fall deeper into this drug trip Pink forced us into? if not, I guess recent past is what I would choose.

>>969206
But yeah, priority will have to be to try to get a grip back on reality

Far past. We might get to learn about her family and her life as a detective leading up to here.

>>969115
Support.

Something i realize, It could be possible that we never woke from that freezing test of endurance after glad shocked us and Pink never took us into that dining room and drugged us. Just a possibility but i dont think it is likely

If Pink did indeed wake us up in the dining room, I'd say less than a day passed (i cant imagine pink waiting days just sitting at the table just for Millie to wake up.) And after Pink drugged us, I'd say 2 days passed (because imaginary Millie is holding up two fingers)

The distrust for imaginary Millie comes from how Pink said before drugging us that the drug was used to cure us from our symptoms we're suffering from.

>>969290
Agreed. Recovering from hypothermia takes time, even with the wonders of technology.

We'll play along and take what happens here with a grain of salt, just to keep things going. 

As of now It has been 5 days since Pink drugged and stomped possibly now broken face: >>968958 
june 4th since face got stomped by pink, june 9th as of now, going on day 6 soon, june 10th 

So yeah, less than a day since passing out in the snow and waking in front of Pink, and 5 days passed out after being drugged. 

(Im wondering, it might be true that Millie needs help, but she didnt seem depressed and seemed to try to be productive with the cards handed to her so far, but I am wondering if the Millie wearing blue needs more help than Millie does and is the one that is lost? She doesnt seem all that enthusiastic compared to how Millie is taking things. Maybe we should ask if there is anything she needs help with? Only asking because this Millie in blue is in some way may be a part of Millie.)

>>969366 6 days now

wasn't 60 days the amount of time needed to pass in order to be able to leave? Well at least after we wake, we can just go back home (that is, if we ever do wake up) But that was a dick move of Pink to just take our free will away for something as simple as asking Pink if they were certain they had control over the robots.

Who is Ethan, and why is he writing about us? Is he another imaginary person like the Millie in the blue suit and this imaginary place? And if he is real, how did his diary end up in our dream?

and can we kick that trash can over to calm our nerves?

I dont even want to know how much pink ruined Millie's life during that long period after the drug incident. How could we have prevented that in the first place i wonder? Feels kind of unfair that we didnt get much of a chance to defend ourself before we even got started.

I guess maybe we should ask that before first waking up in the prison, we had a weird dream about a strange figure with different colored feathers or leaves on their head and a brown mask of some sort with a wine glass, and a triangle instrument and talked about conditioning. During that dream, we also had a vision of Garvin in his white jumpsuit, before we even met him. What was all that about?

So what are the flaws Millie has that this apparition says Millie needs to iron out? Granted everyone has flaws, but Millie's cant be too large of a flaw, right?

The truth is irrelevant at this point, with no way to corroborate what is being said anything could be anything.

Just take it as possible information to be inspected later. Panicking over what might or might not be real doesn't serve a purpose here.

Blue teddies in the trash kind of makes me think that Millie had to discard her childhood early in life, so maybe she never had a childhood in some way to begin with.

Well, If Red Millie wants to fill in the missing pieces of her memories, I suggest that Blue Millie hand over Ethan's book to Red Millie and let her write what she thinks happened. Got a pencil?

I imagine the worst possible thing happened to Millie. I think after Millie was drugged and woke up again, Millie was like a brain-dead zombie, the perfect condition Pink wanted her to be in so that Pink can brainwash Millie into becoming Pink's successor despite Millie rejecting Pink's offer to follow Pink in their shadow.

While Millie was in a zombified state, Pink probably filled Millie's head with their sick and twisted ideologies and even trained her to become stronger like Pink is. Also, Millie was probably raped by Pink most likely.

I imagine that Millie in her zombified state unfortunately may have hurt or even killed the other prisoners along the line but with Pink's favoritism over Millie, gave her all sorts of advantages to protect her from the prisoners in case they revolted.

I wonder if Pink also had control over those robots like they thought they did. What if the robots killed Pink?

Jeez, I hope Millie wakes up from this, but if not, well, at least she can enjoy this eternal vacation in her mind. Where's the beach?

But hey, here's an important question: how is blue Millie so sure Pink is a woman or not?

I think after pink stomped on millie's face, it broke her face and pink had to have their robots give her a facial reconstructive surgery. Except now Millie doesnt have the same face she had before.

I do not think Pink let us return with the others

Hey, What if red Millie just remembers things by herself and not tell Blue Millie what she remembers?

Hey, do you remember if there were bandages of some sort on parts of our face from when Pink stomped on us?

Anyway, i think we searched the room to see if we had our whiteboard and markers with us somewhere in the room, and if the garbage we collected from outside was in our room as well. Also, took a peek inside the present.

one (or rather four) of the things in the present reminded you of your brother and how he used to play a certain game at the bars you frequented at with the family. He was really good at that game and would sometimes spend too much time playing it leaving everyone bored as they waited for him to stop playing.

You also remember that there was a law against possessing sharp objects after looking at some of the things in the present.

The main thing you did though was get dressed, and think of how to figure out what time it was and if everyone was in bed or not.

We put the sledgehammer and darts back in the box, considering to bring it to our work office as confiscation tomorrow since we can't have sharp objects as per the new law, figuring you'll figure out what to do with it tomorrow.

I think we went to the shop...

but we ran into one of the other prisoners on the way...

He pretty much asked what those small pieces of memories Millie had those past five days.

Anyway, the key and detector was bought., bringing the points down from 110 to 10

Was initially going to get the coat to travel outside and investigate, but it was remembered that the coats all come in the prisoners' color, implying that there is plenty for everyone and can be bought later... unless someone buys more than one coat for some reason.

Couldn't help but feel like to Help was trying to hint that you buy the gun when it kept persuading you to buy something more expensive when Millie inquired about the key

Millie overslept. Pink was quote-unquote "nice" enough to decide to use the television to make a loud noise to wake Millie up instead of sending a robot to drag Millie out of bed.

Pink planned another meeting for this morning, wanted to reintroduce Millie back to the group... with a sinister twist.

Millie didn't really care if Zizzy wanted to be the leader or not, as wanting to compete for power is just a brainwash maneuver by Pink to get everyone to want to stay here. But Millie was wondering if Zizzy's time here was already brainwashing Zizzy into wanting to stay forever.

With that in mind, Millie asked Zizzy if she was planning on staying after the 60 days (Millie did not voice her concerns about the place brainwashing Zizzy. But thought that maybe perhaps the question would get some of the prisoners wondering about Zizzy's intentions here, and their own intentions here. Maybe hopefully have Zizzy rethink things a little what is happening here)

Also, after Zizzy gave her answer, she also tried to intimidate Millie by pounding the table angrily accusing Millie of avoiding the question, so Millie simply responded by saying she didn't really need to as she thought the answer was very obvious and logical, but calmly answered Zizzy's question anyway with another question: why would Zizzy be worried about Millie being a spy if Pink already had cameras and robots spying on us, like, everywhere?

Huh... I thought Millie asked if Zizzy was staying AFTER the 60 days, not DURING... maybe I remembered that part wrong...

Anyway, this next part is a doozy

Millie politely refused Pink's help, thinking it would show she wasn't looking to take advantage of anyone and wasn't a threat. Pink respected our decision, but they were still impressed enough to reward Millie points for showing bravery over a frightening situation by refusing the help. It wasn't a lot though, just 5 points bringing the total up to 15.

However, Zizzy saw Millie's refusal of Pink's help as a moment of weakness that she could take advantage of.

with that in mind, She said that one of the laws that were passed was that if somebody lost their job, they are deemed a liability and a hindrance to their society as they would not able to contribute and provide to the team and would have to be imprisoned to not get in anyone's way.

And seeing as Millie did not have her officer job, and thieving was not a viable job, and that there are no other jobs in this place for her, she is to be arrested and sent to the prison cell, and have her belongings confiscated.

Pink again showed their disgust on everyone's treatment of Millie, and told Millie very sympathetically to "hang in there" before Pink cut the broadcast leaving the meeting.

Zizzy ordered Vivlly (the brown guy) to keep us held back and ordered Sioko (the woman in orange) to check us for all our belongings to hand over to Zizzy.

As Sioko was checking our pockets, she did feel our key, and our detector, but surprisingly and curiously, she did not take them from us. But she did take our whiteboard map. She lied and said that the whiteboard was all Millie had and Zizzy took it to look at what we have drawn (like the security camera placement) and whatever we wrote

Zizzy ended the meeting by telling Millie that even though she didn't have any suspicious items on us, she will be going into our room to investigate for any suspicious items that might be deemed illegal enough for us to be thrown out into the cold (like sharp objects.

After everything was said and done, Vivlly and Sioko both forcefully took Millie into the cell, and locked her up. after they left, Millie was struck with anxiety as she worried that Zizzy might find the hammer with the sharp end on it, and the dart gun, sealing Millie's fate to be thrown out into the cold.

(it doesn't help her anxiety that there was a skeleton in a purple jumpsuit in the cell with her)

Millie saw Gavin as a true friend at that point. She almost cried a little, but she was strong willed enough to hold back the tears.

In return for his kindness, she remembered that Gavin tends to sneak in and out of places and decides to give Gavin her detector since she thinks it might help him sneak around, but she told him that she doesn't know what the detector detects, and that it needs batteries since the pink robot didn't let her have batteries. She recommended that Gavin could probably get batteries from the pink robot if he'd buy the flashlight since flashlights have batteries, or find some other way to get batteries.

Millie kept the key though. She had a feeling she needed it.

Millie also asked about Eidenly, the woman in black. She also believed in her and was in favor of keeping her here as well as the job.

As for the blue robot, Millie fulfilled its request by spinning the robot's head like a basketball on her finger as she spoke with Gavin. She did drop it a few times, but she came up with an idea in her mind that maybe the blue robot can be useful with some things, like give her information about certain things it is allowed to reveal, and be used as a self defense mechanism. If someone threatens her life with a gun for example, she can potentially ask the robot to give the attacker a non-lethal shock to knock them unconscious, it's her trump card, but will need to keep it secret. Though she'd imagined she'd have to fulfill the robot's sick fantasies once in a while. She kept all that to her thoughts.

but then, a contradiction arose: the robot is damaged, yet the last time we saw that robot, it was at the date with Pink, and it was not damaged and had a maid outfit on. Millie wondered if that was all a dream, if that was another blue robot, if her memory was scrambled, or if Pink fixed it but then damaged it again to put things back the way it was before Millie fell unconscious.

Naaaah, don't worry about it blue suited Millie. It's fine...
Because That wasn't the stupidest thing Millie said, that part comes many days later,
she said something much worse to an ally, something that was enough to burn bridges with them forever. I don't remember who it was, or what, but I'm sure I'll remember as we continue exploring through Millie's mind, but I know it was a really really bad situation...

as for what happened next, Gavin was about to say something, but then there were some kind of loud argument between two people outside. Gavin took this as an opportunity and as a reason to get away from Millie quickly, But before he exited the door, he gave us a look not of anger, or sadness, or disgust, but of disappointment. But he did say not to let this place corrupt her, like the others.

Only time would tell if he would return with the stuff to tinker with the robot or not. I'm not sure just yet, but maybe it'll come to us when it happens. I hope he does, but if he doesn't, well... I'm sure something good happened to Millie later.

I think after Gavin left, Millie put her ear on the wall to try to hear what that argument is about.

It was... day five... no, seven! A week passed since the first day. Glad had been keeping track of the days. Surprisingly, he's been super helpful for Millie during her time here as the days will go on. You'll see later.

And yeah, Gavin did bring the stuff, as well as a message. It said he discovered something interesting and to meet him near the area on the map with the fish symbol during curfew tonight... and it had tips on how to avoid the guard robots. Oh yeah, and it also said that there will be someone else that will be with him tonight.

Millie flushed the message down the toilet to destroy it, just in case

We used the tools to open up Glad's head and discovered something really pleasant that would help her which made Millie happy,

but also something disturbing... (a human brain connected to wires)
Luckily, Millie was a detective, or it would have made her scream, but she kept her cool dispite being disturbed. She took the nice thing she found from inside Glad's head, and put Glad's head back together when she finished.

Millie was wondering about the contradictions. She thought Pink dragged everyone out of the ship and into the facility after the ship was destroyed, and that Pink killed everyone on the ship, but now Pink is saying she found everyone in this facility.


Sioko, the girl in orange, broke down crying uncontrollably, and saying she misses her family.

Boliston the blue guy had a panic attack and started running out the room, kind of like how he ran away when we first saw him on the first day

although Sioko was still crying, she chased after Boliston after he left since it is her job as a psychiatrist to keep stability in people's mental state.

Vivlly, the brown guy, was really angry, he did not believe anything Pink said and was pounding the desk. He even threw a chair at the monitor.

Gavin was quiet, and pondering hard about something.

Zizzy... we couldn't hear her, nobody saw her but us as they were all distracted doing their own thing, but we saw her... quietly laughing.

regardless, Zizzy then calmed down Vivlly, and then let Gavin and Vivlly know what they will need to do next for survival in this facility

Millie tried to explain that it sounds like Glad went through the same situation that Millie is going through and wants to help Glad regain her memories before Pink, or somebody mind whammied her brain and put it in a robot.

to help jog Glads memory, Millie showed Glad the map, and pointed to the empty cyan room none of the other prisoners were using and asked if that was Glad's room.

Gavin, the guy in white had been in the meeting room for quite a while. Millie decided to check in on him again. When she switched cameras to the meeting room, it looked like Gavin was talking to someone on the large monitor. But the split second Millie took a look to see who was on the montior, the monitor turned off.

Millie wasn't sure, but it didn't look like Pink on the monitor, and instead, the only thing Millie could make out on the monitor was a figure that she thinks was wearing a long blue skirt, yellow shirt, and a large blue ribbon on their chest.

Millie wonders if she was seeing things.