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You're being pushed out, Laura? Must mean that Ana is waking up.
Essence. You said that you have a huge grudge against us, and hate us. I want you to know that even though Scarred Ana also has a deep hatred towards you, I myself do not feel the same as her. I never really felt hatred against you. In fact, I from time to time felt sorry for you, and wanted to know how I can make things right and understand you. I only wished you opened yourself up and allowed me to help you.
Also, yes it is true that we wanted to go back in time and fix our mistakes, but if I had known that going back in time meant the destruction of the timeline erasing so many lives of people instead of creating a new separate timeline, I never would have done it. I'd ask for forgiveness, but something like that is unforgivable, even if it was an accident and I didn't know our actions would cause that apocalypse to happen.
Ana, if you can hear me, once you wake up and make your choice, I am not going to persuade your decision to join Cera or not. I want you to make the decision for yourself without Scarred, Essence, or my influence. The reason I'm not going to say anything to persuade you is because my end goal is that I want to free you from being controlled by everyone, including Desolation, Essence, and from ourselves. My only wish is that no matter what choice you make here, whether it is joining Cera, or not, you will allow me to follow and help you whenever you need it this time around, and keep you from falling into the darkness. I do not plan to abandon you. Not again.
If you decide to refuse Cera's offer, Ana, we will stick to the original plan to hide and wait in the abandoned hotel for Logan, hunt for supplies, etc. Once we meet Logan, I'm sure we can persuade him to join us, and protect us. As of right now, we can't do much with the low number of people that we have. I'm also considering having Logan take care of AJ so that Wild Cat will be able to help us further, and keep Desolation from taking control of you in case Desolation's power is getting stronger until we ourselves know how to prevent Desolation from controlling you. Logan also might have a way to disguise you for the time being. From there, we can decide whether or not we want to continue our quest to take down Root, or just run away from it all. We will be faced with betrayal at times, but we will also make some unlikely friends if you go down this path
If you decide to join Cera, just know that it doesn't mean we necessarily have to follow Root's orders if you don't want to. We can actually take the cult down from the inside, probably by persuading enough people to stop following Root once we become their friends, and secretly prevent more deaths from happening from the inside. understand that if we decide to join and secretly take them down this way, they may have you do things you will feel uncomfortable doing, and it will be difficult not to look suspicious, especially around Lorence. Or you can just follow Root's orders and fight for what they feel is the correct path. I only recommend that you ask them politely not to go the nickname they give you, but instead come up with your own nickname as like I said, I don't want anyone to take control of your life, unless you like the nickname they gave you. (I personally think it is such a stupid edgelord kind of name) I also want to see if we can persuade them to have you still visit the abandoned hotel if you decide to join them. We can say we want to make sure 93 and the spider kids will be safe. secretly, we will meet up with Logan and explain our situation so he can act accordingly.
Laura, after you go back to the physical world, I want you to scream as if you've had a nightmare just in case. Dreamwalker is still causing nightmares within members of the cult. It will look weird if you woke up normally. The next part will be a little difficult, I want to see if we can find members who are willing to join you in escaping. Escaping alone will be dangerous, especially with how the world is now. You'll need safety in numbers. I can already think of one person who may be willing: Anthony. But I'm not entirely sure if I want him to escape. His journal entries suggest that he was feeling fear and misery in the position he is in, but at the same time, I've heard he managed to live a full life in the timeline we came back from, and even married. I'm not sure if I want to take that away from him. His future wife may also be willing to join you in escaping. I have a feeling deep in my mind there might be a third person you can look for, but I'm not too sure... Also, before you meet up with Lorence, I want Dreamwalker to temporarily blind you. That man is incredibly smart, and incredibly paranoid. We don't want any hints that Dreamwalker is with you.
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