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>+1 IP to Macha realizing that she just displayed a sort of weakness, and further experience in these matters can change that. Plus c'mon when was the last time she got laid? Has it happened ever?
>+1 IP to Macha pushing Pan away and expressing polite disinterest.
Macha feels conflicted.
>...it really doesn't help that the interface is all but telling us to use IP to make her okay with this.
The IP stands for INFLUENCE POINTS -- and represents the players as a whole's ability to influence the story based on where they'd like it to go. Hardly anyone ever uses IP to do this normally, but for this story -- which is a lot more light-hearted -- I figured I'd remind people they can push for the directions they want things to go in.
Pan sees Macha is conflicted. Pan's had less than a year of exploring her bisexuality so she has a sense of where Macha might be coming from and decides to wrangle her desires and see if she can help her.
Pan: Macha...
Macha doesn't look her in the eyes.
Macha: So... you usually kiss strangers like that?
Pan clasps Macha's hand in both of hers.
Pan: I don't normally get the opportunity to meet faerie creatures...
Macha snarls.
Macha: I am *NOT* a faerie creature.
Pan: ... or shades of my past. Shades of my past who... well, if you don't mind me saying so... you look like you've had a rough time of things.
Macha's voice is curt.
Macha: I'm just out of my element. Why did you kiss me?
Pan: Did you like it?
There is a very long silence which is painfully awkward for Macha and rather telling for Pan.
Pan: You've never been kissed like that, have you?
Again, more silence.
Pan: Why are you here?
Macha: The Black Wolf was... *was*... the spirit of Death. I can't remember when, but at some point the faeries ... made peace? With Death itself. So the hunter was no longer needed. If I were to hazard a guess the only reason why I've even re-awoken is because Nem is here, so even though I'm part of her past where she goes I follow.
Pan thinks for a moment.
Pan: Macha, do you think I'm pretty? No, bad choice of words for what I'm trying to figure out. Macha, do you find me *attractive*?
Macha shrugs.
Macha: Whether someone is *attractive* or not has ever been a very important point for me, Pan.
Pan: You are avoiding the question.
She snarls.
Macha: And it is a meaningless question, Pan. Regardless of the answer, what makes you think I'm even interested in rutting about? Sex is not a matter of life and death, Pan and the sooner you learn that, the better. One can operate with a much sharper mind when it's not constantly addled by casual sex and drugs.
Pan does not let go of Macha's hand even as she tries to take it away, and she notices that Macha will not meet her gaze.
Pan: Me thinks the lady doth protest too much. It's almost like you're afraid.
This seems to enrage Macha, who suddenly turns and glares at Pan, dead in the eyes. Moments pass and she seems to realize something and her face softens.
Macha: It... feels wrong. It feels like a betrayal to myself. When I met Nem, I remembered how lonely I have always been. I remembered that my own people would reject me as a half-blood, as a woman against the established social order, and fear me because of what I represent. Standing alone and hunting down the faeries as they cowered in their shadow worlds made me feel like I had a proper place in this world. Nem was the girl I was and would be, and I hated how weak she was. I hated her for choosing my life of struggle and loneliness, I hated her for being weak, I hated her for being a little girl, I hated her for bargaining with the faeries who caused all our pain and most of all I hated myself because she was the *courageous* one.
And when she put that *collar* on us I realized that no matter how powerful I was, she was the dominant one. She understood what I was, and what she was, and she took *control*. She became my goddess and from that time forth when she called upon me, I was her weapon. She *tamed* Death.
Now this place has no need for a weapon like me. What do I represent now? You *can not* become me, Pan. I am not your shadow or your possibility. And now you kiss me and I am terribly confused.
*A multitude of things cross Pan's mind as Macha sighs.*
** TRYING SOMETHING NEW:
You may make suggestions, or you may spend IP on a desired outcome that you think would make the best story and let Pan take care of the rest. Other players may spend IP directly against your outcome and negate it (costing no IP). **
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