Give her a hug.

Guess what? You are. Brutally rape her, Peach Flutter.

You don't hug your mom enough.

I love that pic, one of my favorites
Lets hope its indeed not genetic. Are you a boy or a girl?

>>412271
wtf? no, go away.

>>412268
>>412272
Give her a hug and tell her "I love you mom"

>>412274
She's an ungrateful daughter attending elementary school.

Your mom has been shot with the tsunder ray. The only thing you can do now is take your revenge in blood.

Tracer!x8oCU9FEi2!!OyMJLkMQqy 2012/05/15(Tue)18:03 No. 412307 ID: a356c0
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> Hug her.

Heh, then she'll blush, and kick me in the shins. Sounds Good.

> Guess what? You are. Brutally rape her, Peach Flutter.

Oh god I am hearing voices. Also what sort of insult is Peach Flutter? And can you rape someone non Brutally? I mean I've read about it..

> Your mom has been shot with the tsunder ray. The only thing you can do now is take your revenge in blood.

Sounds like a comic I read. I have my own library card and so can get what ever I want.

> Lets hope its indeed not genetic. Are you a boy or a girl?

I don't like to talk about it.

>>412307
Oh, it's not an insult. It's your name in ponychan or whatever. And to rape someone non brutally, drug them first and don't make them bleed.

And I now assume you are a hermaphrodite.

>Sounds Good.
It does. Go do it now.

>Oh god I am hearing voices.
So, you want to kill your father and possess your mother?

>I don't like to talk about it.
Good, let's not. We're also sensitive about gender identity.

new guy 2012/05/15(Tue)20:37 No. 412407 ID: f70e5e

your not crazy, your just our latest host! we have been called, the voices, those beyond and chaos motes. anyways we are large collective made up of semi random spirits. we latch on to random people in the multiverse and help them out for fun. though keep in mind there are allot of us and only some of us are sane. oh we often have hours or days to make what would for you be a snap decision, that's the main reason we can give advice better than what you would come up with on your own , well that and we have whats more or less amounts to internet access.

Tracer 2012/05/15(Tue)20:40 No. 412409 ID: 40c366
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Hugging her now. Ahh shes blushing!

Owww..can't show pain or she'll freak out. Do her shoes have teeth or something. At least I don't scar easily.

> So, you want to kill your father and possess your mother?
Like that Youma on Sailor Moon? Or do you mean like have sex..ewww..

Well I guess I can talk to you now. I'm walking to school.

We need more information about your mother, like her schedule.

>Ahh shes blushing!
I thought you didn't like that.

>Like that Youma on Sailor Moon? Or do you mean like have sex..ewww..
What's wrong with you? Of course I was referring to Sailor Moon.

> I thought you didn't like that.
Shes pretty when she blushes. Makes me rember that shes not always crazy.

Then she kicks me in the ankles. -_-

> What's wrong with you? Of course I was referring to Sailor Moon.

Lots of things. And how am I supposed to posses people. I'm not a Youma or a ghost or anything.
Maybe I am a princess though! My dad could be some sort of Dashing Prince.

I bet he was just a rapist though. I mean my mom really doesn't like guys...and that would make sense.

>And how am I supposed to posses people.
Politics. Or merchandising.

>I bet he was just a rapist though. I mean my mom really doesn't like guys...and that would make sense.
Wait. Tell us more about you.

Tracer 2012/05/15(Tue)22:11 No. 412499 ID: 40c366
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> Wait. Tell us more about you.

So the voices in my head don't even know me? I wounder if that is normal for my new medication.

Oh~---...*blarg* *cough* *hack* Okay so it wasn't just thinking about mom having sex that made me feel off.

Well it always feels better after.

What do you want to know?

> your not crazy, *snip* internet access.

Man I have cool crazy voices. I still think I am crazy though, sorry. I mean they keep putting me on stuff, got to be something wrong with me.

What's with the puking?

What's your goal for the week? (pass a test, go exploring, make new friends, make your mom so happy she goes into a seizure?)

Tracer 2012/05/15(Tue)22:36 No. 412525 ID: 40c366
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New medication, sometimes if I don't force myself to eat I pass out too.

People always freak out when that happens. Like even the other kids, or Ashley (Mom's Roomate/Wife) she's usually pretty cool, when shes not yelling at mom. But, If I skip lunch for 4 days I can afford a cake on Friday, and that's worth almost passing out, and usually I don't actually pass-out, just get all sweaty and cold.

> We need more information about your mother, like her schedule.

Shes works at home, so does housework in the mornings, and then works after dinner. We have really early dinners, like right after I get home from school.

>What do you want to know?
What do you want? Because you probably wouldn't hear any of my suggestions about anything else.

Is it someone's birthday on Friday, or is it just Cakeday?

>>412525
Okay look kid, not eating is very very bad for you. It can permanently damage your body, not to mention the stress it puts on your heart. EAT MORE.

What's the medication for, anyway?

Tracer 2012/05/16(Wed)04:49 No. 412590 ID: 40c366
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>What's your goal for the week? (pass a test,go exploring,make new friends,make your mom so happy she goes into a seizure?)

Its a new school year, so no tests yet. I'm 11, so I'm not sure how much exploring I can do with out getting in trouble..

Making friends might be nice. Other kids are stupid jerks though.

Mom being happy would be awesome. She hasn't had an affair recently, she always seems happier then, though Ashley is loud both when angry and when they "make up". They need a new bed.

>>412546
Just cake day. My birthday is in febuary.
>>412581
My heart? Why would it be bad for my heart?

Mom likes me better when I take my pills.

>>412591
Ooh! Sneak your pills into her food so she likes herself better and is happy!

>>412599
I don't think it works like that. Does it?

You should probably eat your lunch then, even if it is cafeteria food. Don't worry that much though, 3 out of 5 is cool. I know how hard it is to get yourself to eat when you don't feel like it, so treat yourself every other week (on cake).
Do they give you the pills to keep you from hearing voices, or to "even out your mood"? The second is cool to put in, the first is not.

Hmmm... do you have *any* personal goals besides ^maybe^ making your mom happy? Fighting demons? Solving college level physics? Creating explosives? Baking a cake yourself?
Or do you have any specific opportunity to make your mom happy aside from getting a new bed? (her birthday, Mothers' day, ect.) If not, the best idea I think I can help with is to get her some flowers.

>>412590
It seems that you're not interested in anything. It would be better if we could speak with your mother and her girlfriend, you just don't have enough awareness and competence to solve all these problems. I fear this isn't possible, however. Let's just hang out and wait until something happens.

Making mom happy is a perfectly good goal. The key is doing that in such a way that generates the biggest amount of adventure, all the while minimizing the risk of mom punishing you for that.

Although it is true that, given your age, the amount of necessary guiding from our side might become downright scary...

Ah, whatever. Let's do it. What else does your mom like, besides you taking pills and making up with her girlfriend?

>>412604
I don't hear voices...I do smell things though, and *whisper*.

The blue pills make me kind of drifty? ?Happy? but lazy.

And I do have some goals, but the pills make remembering hard. Also its the first week of school. Haven't met anyone really annoying or sort of smart yet.

Long term I want a good job, and to have kids and not fuck it up.

And maybe a wife that will be okay with a freak like me.

I did have one friend..but something happened.

>>412610
Umm..computers, art, philosophy of art. Aquariems, martial arts, being right, sleeping, cleaning. Sleeping with people, ...sex.., and snow.

That's how you want to play? Fine. Get me the names of the medicines you take.

>>412615
Well that's a good start. Personally I know nothing about art, philosophy of art, aquariums, martial arts; but I can help you with computers and being right. I'm sure though that there are lots of other people here that can help with all the other things.

>>412613
We can probably help you get a good job, but our options are severely limited because of your age. The only thing I can think about is maybe doing some things over the Internet, for example helping computer science students for money. But even then actually getting the cash might be a problem.
As for kids, that'll have to wait too. We do kind of have a good track record of getting people together, but again, you're eleven.
Not fucking up... Gotta be honest, that's 20/20 for us. Remember, we're people just as you are, so we can be wrong too. You may listen to our advice, but always think about the situation for yourself. It's your life, you're making decisions here.
>a freak like me
Did someone tell you that you're a "freak"? Some of us will cry out that it's wrong for you to think that. Again, you may listen to them, or you may think about it. What makes you a freak? Are those things good or bad for you? Do you want them to change? Why?
>I did have one friend..but something happened.
Could you please tell us about it?

>>412613
If you ever *really* need to remember something let us know. We can remind you. Also, you have trouble with thinking/saying the word "sex", but not the phrase "not fuck it up"? Where did you hear that phrase from?

Well..i..Ashley used to sware a lot.
And its not so much the word sex as thinking about Mom having sex.

>>412619
Okay, should be easy enough. Have to be tonight though.

Are you paying attention to where you're walking? We don't want you to suffer a traffic accident. And you don't want that too, or they'll make you take even more pills.

What classes do you have today?

>>412670
Have you ever thought about having sex with your mom?

Tracer Suggestion 2012/05/16(Wed)20:00 No. 412877 ID: 4598bd
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> Have you ever thought about having sex with your mom?
eww..shes my _mom_..thats all sorts of messed up. Besides I'm a freak, I'm eleven, and..uh..well thats about it I guess. And then I would be even more of a freak then I already am.

> Are you paying attention to where you're walking? We don't want you to suffer a traffic accident. And you know my friend that went away..I don't really remember I think ..it had to do with me touching her, or her seeing me naked or something.

Yeah, but its just residential streets. I've seen maybe ?10? cars that were moving. Oh, but now its busy cause all the lazy kids get dropped off, but they have those kids with stop signs.

Crossed, need to find my class room.

Okay there it is. Okay should I sit up front with the suck up kids or in back with the lazy kids? Or in the middle? I'm actually a little early so there's only a couple of people here.

Suggestion 2012/05/16(Wed)20:05 No. 412879 ID: 4598bd
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Wait a minute..fuck I am in the wrong building.
I want the middle school.

God I am a dork.

Still the same question applies.

>And then I would be even more of a freak then I already am.
You make it sound like a bad thing.

>Okay there it is. Okay should I sit up front with the suck up kids or in back with the lazy kids? Or in the middle? I'm actually a little early so there's only a couple of people here.
With your best smile, shout "GOOD MORNING, EVERYONE!" Sit up in the front.

>>412902
Don't. Ever. Do. This.

Just sit in the middle and say nothing much unless you see some way to break the ice or someone initiates social combat.

The room fills up, quickly. And the teacher starts talking.

So how much effort should I put into paying attention to: other kids, the teacher, or the tv show I watched last night, or sleeping with my eyes open.

Seriouly its way more interesting.

An uneventful morning. You're uninteresting, that's why nothing happens. Get up, go into another class.

>>412949
For the first several minutes, listen to the teacher, at least find out what's the topic of the class. If we know that we'll be able to help you out if you're asked something.

After like five or ten minutes, start paying more attention to other kids. We want to compile their character sheets, so to speak. Who's the bully, who's the know-it-all, who's just that damn awesome to be able to afford sleeping in class.

And please reconsider watching TV, it's brainwashing you. Seriously. Internet is way cooler anyway; if you want, we can show you mighty interesting stuff there. Later, when we get out of school.

How well do the kids here know you? Are there any that you know from earlier?

(ooc: I have thep next choice point written up, but won't have time to type it in for like ~8 hours. Feel free to keep asking questions/talking, but fine won't pass 'till

Why does everything smell like plants and sunlight and sex and men?
It feels like a message. Like something is trying to smell talk to me.

>>413117
It's spring, everything smells of plants and sunlight because there's lots of sunlight, and the plants are starting to bloom. As for sex and men, well, that's because it's spring and men always want to have sex but they want it even more in spring, and everyone's having sex to celebrate spring. Or something. And men generally smell stronger than women.
Bottomline, the nature is trying to communicate to you that it's spring. That's how it works. What's more interesting is that you seem to have a very good sense of smell. That could be useful, but also dangerous. Go to a chemistry teacher and ask him/her to show you how to sniff dangerous substances; use the trick for everything.

>>413132
Umm..its september. You know, when school starts?

Tracer 2012/05/17(Thu)15:42 No. 413211 ID: c73a8f
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Okay, its lunch time, and there's three different tables with spots open.

Punt the pedo in the back.

Table one:
Julia, has blue steaks in her hair, but wants to be teacher's pet. Smells like ozone. Is vain about being skinny.

Max - Seems to be following Julia around. Loud. Makes lots of Jokes. Smells like apples.

Tyrone - quiet, kind of fat. Smells like sweat.


Max -

Serena - Is black. Is wearing a sun dress. Seems to be good at math. Has boobs already. Smells like my computer.

Melisa - all of her clothes are green. Talks about good scifi novels. Smells like sunlight.

Liza - Talks about stupid books, and Star Wars. Talks like a vally girl. Smells like fish.

Eric - lazy tall, sleeps in class, or daydreams out the window. Smells like a man, and like math.

Nita E. - smells like alcohol and dirt.
Looks rather athletic.
Talks slow like a trusts, but uses really big words..

>>413239 table 3
>>413238 table 2

Also tell me what I should look up tonight.

I'd say to ask table 2 if you could sit there. If nothing else, you might be able to strike up/join a conversation about Sci-fi books with Melisa, or literature in general considering Liza's also a reader. And if your sense of smell has anything to do with what people actually do, Serena's probably also a computer person, and might have stuff to say about the sci-fi stuff as well. So You'd probably fit in best with them. Might even gain a friend or two. Probably shouldn't mention what they smell like to them, though. That'll just get you odd looks, or worse.

Table 2. Reading conversations and least objectionable smells. Sunshine smells great too.

Tracer 2012/05/17(Thu)20:34 No. 413332 ID: 57dc3e
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Okay. Table two it is.

"Actually, I liked her other series better, Gregor the Overlander. Its more surreal, and the dystopian future thing is overdone."

"Really? I didn't know she wrote those." replies Serena.

"Eh, those books are okay if you are like 8." interjects Melisa.

"The Xanth series is better then either of those!" says Liza.

Pretty soon all 4 are talking and chatting.
------

Hey voices, good job with choosing the tables. Liza is still stupid, but shes funny, and Serena said she would give me a copy of Civilization IV.

I'm having trouble finding where mom keeps my medicine..but I guess I should talk about what I know, right? You wont tell people?

Also you promised you would show me cooler things then watching tv.

(Sorry for not writing out the whole conversation, but its not quite that kind of quest, at least for now.)

What smells do you like? Which ones do you hate? Look up Synesthesia (especially smell)

No, we will not tell it to others, mainly because it is impossible. Cooler things then TV? You will ignore any of my suggestions. Do as the others said, internet. You can even satisfy your curiosity about sex.

Tracer 2012/05/17(Thu)21:44 No. 413365 ID: 57dc3e
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> You will ignore any of my suggestions

You people have said this twice. Don't know that its true. Why not at least try. I mean I might as well..as long as they aren't like "rape your mother" or "set everything on fire!"

> Do as the others said, internet. You can even satisfy your curiosity about sex.

But what if mom walked in..I would just die.

What on the internet is better then "Ed, Edd n' Eddy"?

You know I haven't done anything nice for Ashely in a while. I should see if she wants to go somewhere together this weekend. Where should we go? (Choose a location in or near Portland, OR)

> No, we will not tell it to others, mainly because it is impossible.

Okay..

I mean if you can’t trust the mysterious voices in your head who can you trust! *sarcasm*

So I have to bathe in this ..stuff, or my skin..(especially my ..crotch, hands and feet, and lips) gets covered in this like sticky oily slime..I don't really sweat..I just get slimy.

And..okay I guess I'm a girl..maybe? I don't have testicles..but my clitoris is like 2 inches long..it looks like a worm, and has a hole in the tip, I can move it around if I want. that whole part of my body gets really really slimy..even with the bath I have to use menstrual pads to soak up the slime..which only sort of works. So yeah I have more holes the people are supposed to. I am a freak. Maybe mom was on drugs when she had me? She doesn’t do drugs now..

The grey pills help with that a little too..but they also make me feel kind of sick, and weak, and I can't smell as well.

The blue pills make me happy, but mess up my memory, and make it hard to care about things, almost like how people on are shown on Marijuana. Though it makes me nauseous, not hungry.

The other blue pills make me really sick feeling, but also make me go to sleep. Mom puts me on those when she needs to work and I was being too noisy.

The two pink pills, the tablets I am supposed to chew, and the clear liquid don't seem to do anything. Though the liquid tastes really really bad.

If I don't get the white pills I am really sleepy, and can't focus. And I find other people extra boring.

That's all of them that I can think of..I like the new grey pills, they make me nauseous, but I can smell a lot better..it's cool.

And hey it seems to give me you girls..which is cool.

Tracer 2012/05/17(Thu)22:27 No. 413386 ID: 57dc3e
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> What smells do you like? Which ones do you hate? Look up Synesthesia (especially smell)

Woah..I though it worked like this for everyone. You cant smell numbers? Or individual people. Weird.

Churches smell really bad, like painful/scary. I walk two blocks out of my way to avoid one on my way to school.

Mom smells good. So does sex..well at least girl sex, I think I know what boy sex smells like but I am not really sure.

Umm..the night sky smells good. As does math.

It also smells really good when other people are scared or embarrassed.

Japanese smells good, but it makes mom angry.

You might be part tentacle monster.
It happens sometimes, don't worry about it too much.

You seem pretty happy, have you ever thought of going off the first blue pills? People have smells normally, but they don't normally relate to specific objects. (I smell like the woods and a bit of dirt apparently, my friend smells like the ocean, and one smells really really bright.)

You may be a freak, but so is everybody, just in less obvious ways. You are actually a bit lucky, you can see what makes you that and react accordingly. Just remember to always take pride in who you are, because if you weren't you, you would be nobody.

Spoiler: Eddy's older brother is an abusive jerk who looks just like him. The edds are eventually accepted into the regular kids' group (just like you will be!). Never trust Jimmy.

How old way your mom when she had you? (a schoolgirl?) Maybe look up tentacle monsters?

>>413208
>september
Ummm.... derp? Sorry, I should've guessed, it's just... oh well, never mind.

>>413365
>go somewhere with ashley
Well, if the weather is good, you could have a picnic in some park. Otherwise, we must know more about Ashley to choose. What does she like, what does she do, etc.

As >>413397 said, try going off the first blue pills. Skip one dose, see what happens, take the following. If everything's ok, skip 2 doses, see what happens, etc. Although the names would help.
>The two pink pills, the tablets I am supposed to chew, and the clear liquid don't seem to do anything.
These are most likely nutrient supplements. Don't skip these until you know what exactly they are.

Also yes, it looks like your mom was a Japanese Tsundere schoolgirl at some point, and had an encounter with tentacle sex. Or tentacle rape. Look it up; see also anime, manga, hentai, yuri. Warning: the latter 2 are NSFW stuff, so look on some neutral sources first, like Wikipedia. Remember to concentrate on the topic while using it. Also remember that since it's all Japanese culture, your mom might not want you to know, so proceed with caution.

Ideally we'd want to know which setting you're from, but we need much, much more info for that.

Raid the document locker, the one your mom told you is the first priority to take with you in case of fire. See if you can find something interesting there.

Is your name Tracey? What's your mom's name?

As for cool things on the Internet... Hm. You said Serena is going to give you a copy of Civ4; do you like strategies? Or computer games at all? Have you tried programming?
Do you like to read? Which kind of books?

Look up H.P.Lovecraft.

Found this with a quick search September 28: Free Admission to Portland Art Museum | 5-8PM, Fourth Friday of Every Month. Your mom likes art right? Ashley should share at least some of her passions. A picnic and an art trip should be good right? (unless Ashley doesn't like art, then just a picnic)

>Why not at least try.
Understood. Good night kiss on mom and Ashley.

>What on the internet is better then "Ed, Edd n' Eddy"?
Nothing, your standards are too high. You can download a ton of stuff, I guess. Oh, Gunnerkrigg Court! Maybe you'll like it!

>I mean if you can’t trust the mysterious voices in your head who can you trust! *sarcasm*
Yeah, right. In my dictionary freak is who consciously causes pain and suffering to others. Can you trust that?

>I think I know what boy sex smells like but I am not really sure.
Sour, bitter and slightly salty. Wait, that's the taste.

>It also smells really good when other people are scared or embarrassed.
Let's do this, scare and embarrass others.

Oi, listen here. Stop calling yourself a freak. As far as I can tell, you're a fairly functional person. Maybe you don't like your body, or your meds, or at least whatever it is about you that makes your mom think you need meds, which is at least somewhat understandable; but when you call yourself a freak, none of that cares. They're not going to change because you insult yourself. The only part of you that cares is you, your personality. All you're doing is making yourself feel worse about something you don't even control.

So stop insulting yourself like that. You're a good kid and you don't deserve it.

>>413417
Seconding this, sounds like a good idea.

>>413387
What's a tentical monster?
>>413397
I don't really like the blue pills either..maybe I can palm them or something?

eh..i guess. But there's being a freak for liking stupid tv, and then theres having exstra holes and being covered in slime.

Okay I am eleven, she's 25..woah I know mom was young..but that means she wouldn't have got out of school until I was 4.

> Understood. Good night kiss on mom and Ashley.
See, thats a fine idea. I will after I look up what you were talking about.

> Raid the document locker,the one your mom told you is the first priority to take with you in case of fire. See if you can find something interesting there.

Err what?

> Gunnerkrigg Court!
Some sort of comic? Eh..don't feel like fiction right now.

>>413474
But I am a freak...what if people find out?

Sounds good
>>413417

>>413531
The place in the house where all the documents are kept. Passports, bills, prescriptions, etc.

>>413488
A tentacle monster is any creature with boneless prehensile appendages which is capable of posing a threat to humans. Note I said "capable of", not "does".

>>413546
Hmmm, thats like a foot from mom's computer and locked, it looks cheep though, do you think I can jimmy it or something? Its one of those stand alone single drawer fileing cabnits.

>>413549
So like a giant octopus? But I am prety sure octopi can't fertilize human eggs..

>>413587
Yea, we're talking about something that would be covered by cryptozoology, not marine biology.
Or maybe theology; lots of possibilities.

Think a person with extra limbs, and that's more the sort of creature we're thinking of.
You could always ask your mom what a tentacle monster is and observe her response.

>What's a tentical monster?
Way to circumvent censorship, horrifying terrors, immense source of pleasure, life forms with tentacles.

>But I am a freak... what if people find out?
Study biology, you can say the same for any form of life. Anyway, you'll be hiding for the rest of your life?

>Some sort of comic? Eh..don't feel like fiction right now.
For someone who's asking for recommendations on what to do, you're pretty finicky! You're enrolled in computer, arts or martial arts classes? Perhaps something related to advocacy? If you enjoy cleaning, how about cleaning your house? Maybe you'll find something interesting!

tentacle monsters also like school girls. which is why your mom was as young as she was when she had you. one of your meds probably keeps you from succumbing to unfathomable lust.

> Is your name Tracey? What's your mom's name?
Yep, and Mom's named Marry. Our last name is Midfield. Ashley's last name is Hawthorn.

> You're enrolled in computer, arts or martial arts classes?
I do martial arts with mom...I wanted to take a class but we don't have enough money..we do art at school. Or at least we did before the latest round of budget cuts.

You can take classes on computers?

> tentacle monsters also like school girls. which is why your mom was as young as she was when she had you. one of your meds probably keeps you from succumbing to unfathomable lust.

That sounds bad..

> Or tentacle rape. Look it up; see also anime, manga, hentai, yuri. Warning: the latter 2 are NSFW stuff, so look on some neutral sources first, like Wikipedia. Remember to concentrate on the topic while using it. Also remember that since it's all Japanese culture, your mom might not want you to know, so proceed with caution.

Oh..wow..I think I just had my first orgasm..wow.

These things all talk about them as fictional....I mean if they were real wouldn't someone have filmed them?

>>413628
Heh. HehehehehEHEHEHEHEEEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEH

You'll learn soon enough. Just Google around for a bit.

Ugh this is gross..I've never gotten _this_ slimy before...I kind of want to keep going..but if I keep going I thinks some slime is going to get on my computer..and some spurted hallway across the room..

So is sperm supposed to be like white colored raw eggs?

My clothes are soaked, and I keep having to dry my hands off to type.

Uggg..I'm really really gross.

It smells really good. Like the room is MINE MINE MINE!
Makes me want to smirk and show every one..but I know they would hate it. It feels like they would like it but..that cant be right.

>>413631
95% of people would indeed hate it. Keep your impulses under control, odds are not in our favor. Unless you feel like raping Mom and cutting out her tongue, of course. That's always an option.

> Perhaps something related to advocacy?
What is advocacy?

Should I ask mom about Tentacle monsters tonight? And should I do it when she is alone, or when Ashley is there, she should be home soon. Sometimes I wish Ashley was me real mom..but she's always busy.

Or I could try and steal the documents drawer thing when Mom is done working and uh..'makes love' to Ashley. (At least if Ashley likes it..I think she doesn't like sex as much as mom does.)

>>413634
Do both if you can. Drawer takes priority, though.

> Anyway, you'll be hiding for the rest of your life?

Yes...that's one reason I want a wife..I mean Ashely doesn't hide anything..and even Mom only hides when she cheats..and then not very hard.

But I cant show anyone what I am..that's really bad. Really bad.

While I am all for tentacle rape, you should probably take a bath/shower before mom gets home. Talk to her alone. When she goes to wash your clothes (she still does for you right?) check her reaction to the smell. Calm down, you have plenty of time to explore it later.

> While I am all for tentacle rape, you should probably take a bath/shower before mom gets home. Talk to her alone. When she goes to wash your clothes (she still does for you right?) check her reaction to the smell. Calm down, you have plenty of time to explore it later.

Moms home already..but the shower is near me.

> 95% of people would indeed hate it. Keep your impulses under control, odds are not in our favor. Unless you feel like raping Mom and cutting out her tongue, of course. That's always an option.

Why would I cut ..wait no raping people. I..want to be good. I may be a freak, but don't want to be a monster.

There are two possible reactions that your mom would have to the smell; disgust for remembering it, or a very ^positive^ reaction. It's your choice if you want to test those odds.

> Do both if you can. Drawer takes priority, though.

Okay I'm going to take a shower and then go ask mom.

>>413649
So she can't talk, of course. And it seems you have morals. Troublesome. Seduce her, then. Does your slime have any special properties?

(More post soon)

>>413654
how about no, jeez. anyway, this could explain mom's behavior some if she loves you but fears you a little for what you COULD do. is what the pills are for to keep your desires down. clean up the room a little so it isn't as strong a smell.

Tracer 2012/05/18(Fri)19:05 No. 413663 ID: 57dc3e
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I walked up behind her as she worked on a logo and asked "Mom..whats a tentacle monster.."

*slap* "Where did you hear that!" she yells..its really scary, shes raising her hand and it smells _wrong_ smells really scary, like a church but worse..oh god..my face is burning..help me..please.

Remember that she loves you, otherwise she wouldn't be this angry. Claiming voices may make you seem crazy, but hey; you are part tentacle monster. Do NOT blame your new friends at school, and do NOT end the conversation without some answers.

>>413663
Blame Ashley. She mentioned it in passing and you overheard it.

I rasped out "..Ashley..Ashley said it."and something about this seems to snap her out of it.
I'm cluching about her arm even though its burning my skin..I just was so scared I wanted mom..

"Oh god, babe I am so sorry. I'm a terible mother..I'm so sorry..I'm so sorry" she sort of coplapses and now were nealing on the floor, both of us sobbing and clutching each other.

It really hurts..a whole lot but my ...penis rock hard..I'm so scared and and angry and I want to stab something or run away..

(Just a word of warning..sexing your mother is Lunatic mode)

your going to need to have a rather frank discussion with your mother, but you might want to wait for a while. you both are dealing with allot of emotions right now.

No sex with mom (right now, maybe later). Calm down. Focus on your mom and the hug, not the physical part, the emotional. She was afraid of what you might become and reacted towards that. Think of the smell of math or the night sky. We can find you a girl into that later, we don't need to manipulate your mom in her fragile state of mind.

Okay, no sexing up mom. Just masturbate in front of her.

just hug and wait. think of calm things.

> No sex with mom (right now, maybe later). Calm down. Focus on your mom and the hug, not the physical part, the emotional. She was afraid of what you might become and reacted towards that. Think of the smell of math or the night sky. We can find you a girl into that later, we don't need to manipulate your mom in her fragile state of mind.

Okay math..math and the sky, calm down..calm down.

> Okay, no sexing up mom. Just masturbate in front of her.

God damn it. Calm down, pain hurts less when you focus on it.

focus.

focus.
...

>>413692
So, mind giving us a painstakingly in-depth real-time description of your mom and her assets?

>>413695
SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ASSHOLE LEAVE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW, SERIOUSLY I GET SO SICK OF PEOPLE TRYING TO SABOTAGE THINGS JUST BECAUSE THEY THINK IT'S FUNNY!


now, calm down, think of churches. make yourself too scared to be anything but that.

>>413699
i agree with you but fa9f7e seems to get a kick out of it.

LUNATIC MODE UNLOCKED

What's wrong with you, guys! I can't believe no one talked about mutual consent, safe sex and limits! Especially for her, who needs someone she can trust, someone to share anxieties and doubts, someone to love! Damned be all of you, never mentioning anything about consentacles!

Hey, Tracey! Snap out of it!

>>413698
Oh no, you used allcaps. I have been banished and am now in mortal fear for my life. You win in all things forever.

Seriously, calm down, I'm not trying to "sabotage" anything, I'm suggesting things that I think will lead to interesting results. We have a tentacle monster trying to stay pure. I find that to be fairly dull.

>>413702
We only need her to stay pure for like twelve hours, then it's back to school and potentially interesting things again. We can afford to be dull for that long.

Tracey, disengage from your mom and go somewhere to be alone. You can calm down there.

>>413704
Okay, fair enough. Supporting going off and thinking about feelings and suchlike, then.

Seriously, if you don't like what I suggest, suggest something else. As far as I can tell, I'm the only one in favor of going full-on Lunatic right now, I'm not very likely to get my way. Don't get too worked up about it, 5029d1.

>>413702
A girl of eleven years who knows nothing about the world. That would be the shortetest adventure ever, with her being dissected by some federal organization. I have to think everything for you?

>>413706
Webcomic time can turn a short amount of time into quite a lengthy quest, no federal organization exists to dissect rapist tentacle monsters, and she has us to educate her.

>>413698
>>413701

STOP YELLING ITS SCARRY!!

> So, mind giving us a painstakingly in-depth real-time description of your mom and her assets?

What..why would I care about her bank accounts..

> now, calm down, think of churches. make yourself too scared to be anything but that.

I cant calm down and be scared! Its getting harder..now it hurts too I want it insomething so bad..its worse then the burns..

Mom's been sobbing "I'm so sorry" over an over..I want to shove something in her mouth..to keep her quiet..don't let others know..her face then changes.."Umm..Tracy?" she says her hand droping to her side, touching my..penis through my pants..she swallos "Is that what I think it is? Oh god. Can you control it?"

"I need to go away.." I can't actually make myself stop hugging her..shes really scared and smells so good. "Don't want to rape you. Wont be monster." talking is hard.

>>413708
Okay, time to take some meds and have a nice cold shower. This is rather amusing, but it'd probably destroy what remains of your mind if I continued these shenanigans, and I don't want that, regardless of what my earlier suggestions may have implied.

Seriously, take your meds. Have a cold shower, hot bath, or however else you like to relax. We might explain "assets" much later. Then go to bed and just stare at a wall for a bit, and think about your feelings and why you feel them, other than us.

>>413708
Tell your mom to shove you away and leave you alone, please. Even if you can't bring yourself to let go, you can tell her what needs to happen and she's still physically stronger than you.

Oh, and reply that, no, you can't control it, in addition to >>413712

>>413707
We will encourage her to rape her own mother? Don't be ridiculous, she (still) isn't a monster without remorse. I need to describe the possible consequences? If you want ridiculous amounts of rape, at least be more cold and less passionate.

>>413715
The education part was in response to "knows nothing of the world", actually.

Oh, I'm sorry. I mean

>> Can you control it?"

(not if you keep touching it, mom. stop raping me.)

except that you shout it.

>>413715

>> more rape
>> less passionate

You do realize these terms are mutually exclusive I hope.

>>413723
Not to a psychopath.

"Away..go...away" I say as I start licking her shoulder ..she smells so good. "Stop touching me" you croak.

"Okay Mommy has sleep pills..just take them okay? Please?" she says shoving her hand in your mouth, I try and lick every bit of sweat off her hand biting at it gently..the pills eventually make it down my throat..and I feel really sick..
blackness...sleep...

What does she dream of?

>>413701
(OOC: Why did you delete your picture? and what was it from?)

>>413730
Stars. All of the stars.

dream.. of the stars.

Swimming in the stars are dark cyclopean things beyond comprehension. Dream of squiddles instead.

stars and sunshine.

>>413733
Too big. Source is Nisemonogatari.

>>413735
>>413736
That's bad. Really bad.

Dream of the stars. Dream of one star in particular. Dream of the unending dance of prominences of hot plasma, millions of degrees hotter than your body could stand, coruscating above a surface raddled with eddies of hydrogen and helium, raging forever around a core of accumulating iron. Stare as jets of ionized superheated gas burst from the tormented skin of our consciousness. And wait, and perhaps you will see us as we are and hear us as we are. Perhaps. But almost certainly not. More likely you will hurt your eyes and look around for some other radiant glorious point of fire in the dullness of space.

But, perhaps...

Yes, dream of stars.

You dream, and in the dream you remember. How your sister with her beautiful face cast you out for murder. Cast you into the void, you cant look back, you cant bear to see her tear full face, maybe among the stars you can forgive your self.

but you doubt it.

Why did you kill your host? She was gross, but she was trying to serve you..

Your sister is right you are not worthy of her company..you hope your brother can comfort her in her grief.

>>413745
I don't mind if you ignore suggestions, but at least tell us that you won't consider input before we post 6 times about more or less the exact same thing. Can we start dreaming about stars now, or is this cryptic message all we get?

host?

>>413748
My guess is that the tentacle monster bit is a symbiote/parasite. That or we're talking to ourselves in a weird new fashion.

>>413746
It's a lovecraftian dream. Shit just got maddening. That's why I didn't like the idea of ​​dreaming about stars.

What brother? What sister? Cast out? But you are still with your mother. Cast out from where? Isn't everywhere among the stars?

She had invited you, to show how much she honored you and your sister. And you killed her..
-------

You dream again. You are crying in your grief..wailling in the dank deep earth. You cant stand that you are still pretty, that your hair still shines..you claw at your skin, and rip at your hair and scream with your beautiful voice untill they are all as ugly as you feel.

You keep going until you colapse, and then sleep and when you have healed again you rip out the scabs and pull out the hair and cry until your eyes are dry, and you cough blood.

And then you sleep and the beauty returns..

and you do it again.
and again
and again
and again
and again
until each time blures into the next

some time latter you give up, you let yourself heal, and consume the half formed children your blood had tried to shape. and you simply rest.

And then you repeat the whole thing.

and then after that you keep repeating longer and longer patterns of decay and repair..an infinity of infinity passes..

you forget why you cry, you forget the world out side the caves you wander in, you forget your own nature..you build lovers and empires and universes from your blood, and your matted hair, and then you rage and swallow them up.

At some point the idea of before and after become lost and you meet yourself.

but then finaly, or maybe before you even cried out at the unfairness of your healing once? Who could say, in such a timeless place? You hear something, something out side.

You creep back up, to the world of your parents, the world you threw your brother out of, and you see a great gathering with drums and food and torches..and at the center is a woman dancing..she is dancing and as she dances she pulls off her clothing piece by piece, she tugs at the cloth between her legs, but it holds fast teasing you with just a glimpse..you have to get closer.

----

...steal some chicken.

You can emphatically impregnate her later. For now you've got delicious food to partake of. Do they have any guava?

Tracer 2012/05/18(Fri)22:54 No. 413772 ID: 57dc3e
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I hear Ashley's voice "Tracy? Tracy you awake? Hear I have some broth for you..help get back some fluids" she says kindly.

I sit up, I feel really tired, and sick, and thirsty. My eyes hurt from crying too much, and my throat feels like I threw up.

"Uhh..yeah."

Guys, girls..what happened? Why did mom drug me?

Drink some of that soup first. You have got to be seriously dehydrated and you need those elecrolytes. You've been dreaming about how hungry you were because you needed to wake up and eat something.

I had some really weird dreams.

For one I am not a blond with big breasts, _or_ a ivory skined man.

And I don't have any siblings...wierd.

>>413772
Don't think about it right now, just recover a bit. We'll explain later when you're alone.

(Sorry, the dreams were non-interactive cut scenes)

>>413776

I'm in ur cutscene pokin ur dreams. :3c

"Do you want to talk about what happened? I didn't really catch all of what Marryberry said."

"Not yet, yet. My head hurts, from the sleepy pills." I say greedly gulping down the broth.

"Woah, let met get you some more for my favorite 11-year-old." she says hopping up. I nod.

Okay..I think I can do that.

Try telling her about your dreams? She probably won't know any better than you do. Past lives, perhaps? On an unrelated note your mom overdosed you on sleeping pills because you were about to rape her with slimy tentacles, but you didn't really want to.

>>413786
i don't think it was an overdose. just a regular dose.

>>413786
(that is the worst phrasing ever)

You were getting a little too excited after what you had watch/looked at, and couldn't stop yourself. Your mom helped you get to sleep.
Try telling her about the dreams(because philosophical stuff isn't my forte). If she asks you to take more meds, accept them unless they are the first blue pills.

Tracer 2012/05/18(Fri)23:30 No. 413795 ID: 57dc3e
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> Try telling her about your dreams? She probably won't know any better than you do.

"I had some really weird dreams. In one I was this guy who went on a date, and killed his date when she cooked for him, because it looked gross..wait no I was going to go in a space ship and run away?..then I was his sister who was freaking out in a cave..and came out to a big party where they were watching a.. Asian striper." I say blushing.

> because you were about to rape her with slimy tentacles, but you didn't really want to.

Oh god..I did what. Oh god I did didn't I..ugg..I mean she's not a good mother, but she's _my_ mother.

(psst the captions are hints..big ones, and Mary isn't going to approve of the dreams.)

>>413795
>>413793 has it right. I have a gift for saying things wrong. You're just growing up and you have to start dealing with being more grown up. One of those things for you seems to involve not smelling people too closely that you don't want to uh... have sex with.

It was the pain too. Made me want to ..for lake of a better word..fuck every thing...like if I fucked them hard enough they would stop hurting me.

>>413795
[picture] Shit. I only know Spanish.

If you can't remember your dream, maybe it's best to forget about it a bit. Don't worry, we'll remember it for you and work to figure it out.

maybe that is an instinct to pass on your genes before you die? also, the fact that symbols cause pain means that you are definitely not 100% human. how much so i dunno. could be 5th generation so you don't have much different.

>>413801

That's pretty much what being horny is. Though most people describe it as an itch not a pain. You can stop people from hurting you by all means, but if nobody's hurting you and you just feel hurt from being injured, it doesn't help to fuck up anyone else. You might get hurt worse even.

> You can stop people from hurting you by all means, but if nobody's hurting you and you just feel hurt from being injured, it doesn't help to fuck up anyone else. You might get hurt worse even.

All I know is I got really scared which made me want to cling to mom, and I was really angry because the slap burned me, and that anger made me horny as hell. Ow..yeah where she held be is burnt still, second degree in places I think..if I remember what that means..

> the fact that symbols cause pain
What symbols? Its still kind of blur.

a simple slap causes pinkening of the skin, not burns.

Tracer 2012/05/19(Sat)00:14 No. 413816 ID: 57dc3e
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"I think I know what the dreams are but Marry would be mad if I told you." Ashley replies sipping a cup of mint tea. "Its how you got that burn in the shape of a handprint too..or well sort of."

>>413815
Clearly the mom was/is a magical girl.

> a simple slap causes pinkening of the skin, not burns.

Yeah..I don't know what was up with that. Smelled like churches do, but way worse.

>>413817
The most logical answer ever.

> Clearly the mom was/is a magical girl.
Maybe that's why mom would never watch Sailor Moon with me?

maybe. but why would she let you watch it at all? it's Japanese. hrmmm...

Oh, slapped with holy light. I didn't know that she actually hurt you. It was all so confusing! It was her fault then, for provoking you. That means you won't have to be that way again, as long as people don't attack you.

That's what martial arts is for by the way, so you can stay in control even when people attack you. That's probably why you did such a good job holding back. If you feel scared and under attack next time, remember your training.

Also put some Aloe Vera on your burn. It's a kind of cactus-y plant that is filled with this slimy stuff that cools, soothes and protects hurt skin.

No wonder that your mother moved away from your father's family. Their family meetings must be horrible.

Wow this is going fast.
Don't press Ashley to tell you, we'll learn everything soon enough anyway.

Where's mom, anyway?

alright, so your probably at least part demon, and your mom seems to have some power to fight demons. that paints a fairly unpleasant picture of how you were conceived and would explain why your mom has issues. you need to find out what you are, and what kind of urges your going to have to deal with. in the future i'd suggest you look into meditation by the way, its a good way to practice controlling your emotions. for now ask ashely if she knows what your are.

Tracer 2012/05/19(Sat)07:27 No. 413878 ID: 57dc3e
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"Can I have some Aloe?" I ask.

"Oh, yeah. That's a good idea. Your a smart little thing." Ashley says as she fetches it from the bathroom.

She returns asking "Do you want help putting it on."

"Nooo...I think I can do it my self." I say.

"I would get you some painkillers..but I think they interact with the sleeping pills." she says.

I stay quiet putting the aloe on my face and chest. "Thanks." I say.

"No problem. I.." she starts and then cuts her self off.

We just sit there together, sipping our drinks.

>>413878
Ask her why Mom touching you burns your skin, and whether this means you can never touch Mom anymore without it hurting.

>>413881
Also ask if it hurts Mom to touch you.

Let things settle down. Go back to sleep. You can decide what to do after that.

Yeah, I think sleeping sounds good.

---------

Uh, voices, I hear shouting, its hard to make out.

Ashley: "You ... WHAT!?"
Marry: "...seepy-S."
Ashley: "And that will help her How?"
Marry: "I'm a horrible mother."
Ashley "You remember what they are like? You want her poked at by some men in black? Or your old friends to find us? We lived on the fucking streets to get away from them."
Marry: "I..I..I just..I don't want to hurt her."
Ashley: "Marry..I'll, no we'll do this..okay?"
The door bell rings.

>>413994
I have a bad feeling about this. Get up and move stealthily to eavesdrop.

slide accross the floor.

Oh crap. Move to the window silently. Shift the curtain a tiny bit, just so you could peek outside.

It's probably a party van from the local equivalent of TSAB, and it's here for you. Despite the name, it's actually a very, very bad thing. Prepare to run.

Oh, and pay attention to the smells. If you smell fright or pain, get out of there immediately.

Haha child protection services. That's so ridiculous I can't even.

(My stepmother worked for CPS right before she met my dad, so I know just slightly more then nothing about them. And they would joke about them too. Which sounds really awful now that I write it..)
Okay, will do.
Strange Voice: "Hello. Can I speak with Marry and Tracy Midfield?"
Mom: "Ah that's *sqeek* me."
Ashley: "She was just panicked..its really nothing. You can just go now."
Strange Voice: "I am afraid we have to investigate _every_ case. I need to talk to Tracy."
Ashley: "She's no..shes sick..shes not here now..yeah. Shes at her friends house."
Mom: "Ashley..*sigh*"
Oh god Ashley is scared out of her wits..how do I get out..the window! If I run..

*crash*...got to run..

I'm running now..is this the right thing to do?

Tracer 2012/05/19(Sat)13:38 No. 414035 ID: 87c65e
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Oh god..glass hurts. Still I'm not bleeding too bad, and the pine needles I fell in were fairly soft.

Got to run..

run to.. the nearest farm!

(Photo incoming)

I would have suggested scribbling a note that said "I'm fine" and opening a window first, but I seem to be a little late. They will look for you in the places they know best: the school, your old friend's house, and the closest park. Don't go to these unless you are *really* good at hiding. Your new friends' places, the middle school, and the second closest farm are good places to hide. Don't panic, keep moving.

> http://i871.photobucket.com/albums/ab277/nolrai1123/running_1.png

Okay I fell about at the A, where do I run?

>>414036
That's like miles away..

people are REALLY good at moving really far. you will get there eventually. just keep moving.

>>414040
First important consideration: Line of sight. When fleeing from others (or hiding), be aware of what can be seen from where. If someone comes out of your house running after you, what will they be able to see?

Get out of the areas that they'll have immediate visibility to. Get trees, fences, or other houses between you, and then consider what they'll be able to see if they follow you that far successfully- and keep running to a spot so that you're out of sight of there again.

Repeat until you don't want to run anymore, or until you reach an area that you trust to hide you, either through concealment or blending into a crowd.

I can't really help with specific locations, I live on the other side of the country. Keep calm, keep running.

>>413795
Did anyone ever find out what this picture means?

Tracer 2012/05/19(Sat)14:26 No. 414051 ID: 87c65e
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Is this a good place to stop?
There's a lot more people inside..

>>414051
Are you dressed and generally looking okay to be out and about in town? And do you have any money on you? If the answer is yes to both, then this is a fine place to stop. Otherwise, slow down a little but keep walking.

is your cheak healed? if not then no. a very easily identifying mark will make tracking easier.

Tracer 2012/05/19(Sat)14:44 No. 414055 ID: 87c65e
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> is your cheak healed? if not then no. a very easily identifying mark will make tracking easier.

It still hurts to touch..but it doesn't feel weird anymore. I cant see it in my reflection..but its hard to see my reflection at all.

> Are you dressed and generally looking okay to be out and about in town?
Uhhh..sort of..I'm not wearing any pants but you cant tell because my sweat shirt goes down to my knees. And I do have my sandles on.

> And do you have any money on you?

Yeah I have..$4 for lunch.

> If the answer is yes to both, then this is a fine place to stop.

Okay..I'm going to get a cookie.

>>414055
Once you've got your cookie, take a seat somewhere in the store that has a view of the entrance and outside but isn't easily visible to someone who doesn't actually walk in and look around. Relax for a bit and nibble on your cookie. Aim to take at least twenty minutes to eat the whole thing.

Tracer 2012/05/19(Sat)15:17 No. 414069 ID: 87c65e
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>>414057
Hmm, the store is really oppen. Every single table is a window table.

I'm kind of hungry as well, I'll get a pizza from next door, and they aren't a corner so have a lot less windows.

Anything I should do as I eat? (other then eat slowly?)

>>414070
Keep an eye out for anything unusual. Or maybe someone from school you recognize. Invite them to sit with you and chat, maybe?

>>414070
Keep an eye on the direction you came from in case someone comes chasing you down. And watch for people you know in general.

>>414078
Why?

You probably will not agree, but I recommend you to go to a place of worship. Temple, mosque, church, it doesn't matter.

I'm dead serious about this.

>>414080
Again, why?


Also, what happened just now with your earlier post?

>>414081
I have a good hunch about this.

Is there any way to edit my posts?

Eh, there's high school boy I saw in the school hallway.

"Um..hi?" I ask sitting down. "You go to P. Crest too?"

"Yeah..your one of the new middle schoolers right?.."

"Yeah."
...
...

He is just sort of starting at me..

Ask him if he's interested in robbing a bank with you. Alternatively, apologize and ask if there's something wrong.

>>414088
This minus the apology, we didn't do anything wrong.

Also, yeah, I'm fairly sure there is if you're a namefag. I forget how, only come across it once while skimming general discussion, and it isn't on the FAQ that I can see.

>>414091
"I'm sorry, but there's something wrong?" is what I thought.

Ask him a few questions about the school (cool hangout places, secret clubs, ect). Since he is older, he should have a fair chance of knowing. This gives us a fair excuse to talk to him.

>>414080
They smell scary..

>>414095
>>414091
"So want to rob a bank?"
"What?"
"Kidding..um is there any good places to hang out near school?"
"Uh..the seniors hang out at Buguleland I guess. The Park is nice if you want to be outside. Mostly though people just hang out at the side door, or cafeteria..or eat out."

"Oh.."

Oh our pizza is here.

Slowly..I'm really hungry.
----

Eat a bit of your pizza. What's Buguleland?

>They smell scary..
Good. Let's get dangerous.

>>414104
Hey, where are your manners! Look, your clothes are all dirty with tomato sauce! These spots don't come out easily, you know that? Hey! HEY! Are you listening!? Damn, what a mess!

after you eat keep going down the street. just walk.

>>414104
You might be hungry, but hurrying isn't going to make there be more food, so don't rush it.

>>414106
"Whats Bugleland?" I ask taking a really tiny bite.
"Its.." he takes a bite and chews. He has some hair on his chin..its really cute. "..a desert shop, with a pool table. They serve soda and coffee too. Its just about the only place in town with an underage pool table."

"I like ping pong better though my self. Even if I am terible at it."

I take another tiny bite. And _do_ not spill sauce all over my self. (Its not really that saucy..I would have to like drop it on my lap to make a mess.)

"Well, nice to meet you." he says. Wow, he ate two slices already!
"Yeah, nice to meet you, too!" I say trying to put my all into my smile. He smells like metal..its comforting, but he probably needs to get going.

I eat for a few more moments.
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Okay should I try to go anywhere in particular? I only have 25 cents left. I think there's a korean church around here somewhere..I'm not really any closer to a farm..might actually be farther away, not sure.

>>414127
You don't need to go anywhere in particular. As long as you stay away from home for a while longer, those people should leave; it's not like they can stick around there all day. Where would you like to go?

(Do we have any not-short term plans? Maybe 2 days until she reacts without her meds. $.25 left in her pocket. Had one close friend. After 2 nights it should be cool to go home, but they will have someone at the house until at least tonight.)

Do you know where Serena or Melissa live? We could maybe stay the night there.

maybe we should hang out with the boy some more? see about staying at his house tonight

Any particular place that is important to you and your mother? Any promises about visiting somewhere?

>I think there's a korean church around here somewhere.
Have you ever entered a place of worship?

>>414142
Given that she knows what one smells like, I'd say she has, once.

> Korean Church

Uh oh, that sounds a bit asian~

> Have you ever entered a place of worship?
Of cour..um actually no I don't think I have. There are a bunch of tiny ones around though..and they all smell. Those are all christian though, can we try something non-monotheistic..

would a Buddhist monastery count? I know a couple of those. Theres a zen one east a ways, a fancy "world Buddhist preaching" place south and west of hear, and one I don't know about (except the priests or whatever's car has a pro same sex marriage bumper sticker, so that's something right? I don't remember if they smell or not.
>>414145
Well IIRC, its a baptist church, so..sort of? Not sure if it would be open on a weekday.

buddist would be good to try. they are about inner peace, not about gods really. gods exist but they simply take care of the world. ot meddle with mortals.

The important thing is to keep moving. Visit various places of worship.

Anyway, I insist. Any particular place that is important to you and your mother? Any promises about visiting somewhere? You need some way to meet your mother.

that's what they are supposed to be like. true neutrality is the goal of a buddist.

>>414198
That's the Baptist place.

>>414199
h derp. that that must be because it doesn't actually worship god, just what they think is god. so it lacks the holy protection.

>>414200
(h. derp on my part. A line about leaving the batist place and going to the buddhist place was left out some how(

> Okay..I'll try the Korean Baptist place.

Oh..wow this smells bad, and kind of tingles..and it looks like its closed? I don't think I can do this. It just smells too scary. I'm starting to drip..okay thats it I'm leaving.

I've been walking for almost half an hour now..there's the Buddhist place. A person in strange clothing is doing something. It smells really weird. Like not as dangerous as churches, but churches smell tasty too, and this doesn't more..neutral or empty.

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Should I go in?

that's what they are supposed to be like. true neutrality is the goal of a buddist.

so yes, head in. in fact, it may help you get in control of your emotions.

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Looks like a church to me. Lots of Asians. I cant understand the chanting.

...

this is boring.

....

People are getting up and talking to the priest lady.

Its dark outside..I'm getting tired and I really don't want to sleep outside.

What should I do?

>>414226

Talk to the priest lady. She probably speaks English. Maybe she knows somewhere you can sleep.

after all the normal people file out and talk to the priestess. and ask if you can sleep here.

the empty smell is probably a good sign, it seems what your smelling are emotions and desires. Buddhism is about controlling those and if the guy hear is good enough at that to create a neutral smell he might be able to help you control your instincts.

The people eventually start fileing out...my shirt is kind of stuck to my butt with slime...

Anyway. She seems to be teaching a class on meditation or something? Or more like a tutoring session.

...

I just hang out in back.

...

Okay shes coming this way..what do I say??

"excuse me, but can i stay here tonight? i need a place to stay for a while until things cool off back home"

I get really serious and try to say this right "Excuse me, but can i stay here tonight? I need a place to stay for a while until things cool off back home."
She gets a somewhat grave look on her face. "..I.." she looks me over, very intently, "yes that can be arranged. Do you need any medicine? or some water?"

>>414261

Oh shit your medicine. Uh... don't panic! Get some water.

yes drink some water. an if she meditates again ask if she can teach you. some meditation techniques can help you smooth out our emotional roller-coaster.

Water and either sleeping pills(sleep faster), or pills to lower blood pressure(lowers libido a bit)[beta-blockers are best, diuretics second,other third]. Ask for meditation help/lessons.

This is the worst way to discover the effects of your medication. You really need to meet your mother, but meeting Ashley would probably be better. Anyway, you need water, bath and clothes. Be as humble as possible, and be prepared to leave before dawn. You must keep moving.

Also give the lady Ashley's phone number with instructions to call if something happens. And request a door with a lock, if possible.

Okay I asked her for some water and clothes, and she gave me some old clothes of hers..they don't really fit, but they are better then nothing.


She didn't have any blood pressure medicine, but
she also gave me some busyness cards for homes for runaway youth, for child protection services.

I told her Ashley's phone number, and asked her to call her after I left.

I wish I had a good place to meet mom at..the only thing I can think of is that we sometimes go get pastries on the weekend.

I forgot to ask what day of the week it is!

Still I washed off most of the slime and I'm not freezing out side. So good. She also didn't have a room with a lock.

I haven't been able to sleep all that well..but its already almost dawn so I must have slept some.

I think I hear the Minister up.

*knock* *knock*

"One second.."

Need to get my clothes on..okay there.

Opening the door..

"Good morning." I say as politely as I can.

"Would you like to eat some porage?" she asks.

My stomach answers her by growling. I blush, and reply very quietly "yes..that would be most kind."

After breakfast we practice meditation a little. Just doing the most basic sitting meditation, Mom taught me something kind of similar for our martial arts practice.

After that she invites me to come to their morning service..but I am getting nervous and say I have to go.
---
Can I go home yet?

Remember those girls you chatter with at school? Serena, Melisa, Liza? Do you know where any of them lives?

If yes, we can go there in the evening. Prepare a message for mom and ask one of our friends to relay it.

If you don't know where they live, at least try to remember in which direction they go after school. The farther from school you can meet, the better, as someone will definitely wait for you at school, and we don't want to get caught.

Thank the priest lady. Say that she can call Ashley in about an hour after we leave. Sadly, we won't be able to return, as this place would be compromised after the call; but could she recommend some other place to stay at? Preferably one that is not connected to governmental services. Ideally, another temple of this kind.

By the way, do you know any boys that like roller-skating or skateboarding? If yes, we could get you some material goods from home, like clothes, medicines and money. But the trick will work only once, if at all.

>>414318
I'm going to say that yes, you can go home. We don't know how things are there, but it would probably be a good idea to get more meds, your running away might have scared your mom and Ashley into being willing to actually tell you things for a change, and if things go wrong you can always run away again.

Play it careful, though. Approach your house cautiously, from a direction unlikely to be watched. Try to determine if there's anyone inside you don't know, and if there is don't go in.

You're running from CPS not from home. Go excitedly back and announce to your family that you dodged the fuzz! Or, uh, you know, call and ask if they're gone yet.

>Can I go home yet?
Use a public telephone and call home. Be as short as possible, Tracey. Keep moving, go to another place of worship.

Okay..I really want to go home..but I'll find a telephone..er they seem to cost 50 cents.

>>414412
Push coin return until you find one with a spare quarter

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> I've been wandering for like 4 hours and have only found 3 pay phones.

Should I just see if I can borrow a store's phone or something?

>>414494

Uh, yeah. That's... you know I haven't found a payphone in like years. Just ask in the store.

Yeah, they should let you. If you have trouble tell them you are lost and want to call home. (I had no useful suggestions before or now, so I decided not to comment before)

Go home.

Oh god damn, I started reading this book on the history of math...and now the library closes in 5 minutes.
Um me see if I can call home..err the books are kind of ruined cause my hands are all sweaty

Time to vamoose!

>>414726
Yeah, history of math can be interesting like that.
As for books... Well, can't do anything about that now, but in the future please try to not damage them. Would you be able to get out of the library without being lynched for that?
Also you must be extremely hungry...

Everyone, so how about going to visit one of our friends? Or should we try to approach home now?

>>414729
I don't think she has enough intimacy to approach them. Moreover, we will be exposing them to this situation. About my precautions, I'm afraid I'm asking too much from her.

>>414726
Just go home, Tracey.

>>414729
>>414758
Yeah, normally I can wipe off my hands enough..

I don't really feel comfortable asking my friends for this..I've only known them for a few days.

I ask to use a phone, saying I need to see if I can get picked up. Um, the librarian smells like smoked meat..its making me really hungry.

He loans me his phone and I call Ashley. "Oh, thank god. Where are you! Your mother has been beside her self..Why did you jump out a window?"

Its hard to get a word in sideways..I ask "Hey..is that strange lady still there.."

"No..she left last night. We said you were sick..which isn't too far from the truth..Just come home please."

(More coming)

"Okay, um..I'm at the library. I'll be home soon. Tell mom I love her."

I hang up and thank the librarian..I need another shower.

Oh god I am so hungry, and my chest iches.
---

Hey is rubbing my nipples suposed to feel good? It seems strange..need to try and focus.

Walking home now.

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Oh wow, theres so many people on the street and they smell so good. Those guys are kissing..oh..that smells good.

Wait no..my penis is starting to get hard again..

And my chest iches so much..oh Ice Cream! Can I buy some Ice cream? I feel so hot..

your meds are wearing off.

It sounds like your undergoing a rapid growth spurt. I say don't get icecream for now... you need explanations before anything else. Head home and try your best to ignore any urges you get.

Control yourself, girl. You don't want to experience the smell of fear and disgust.

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Right..need to focus. I want to talk to mom. I need to get home.

God, the last few days have been horible.

Its really hard walking away from all the people and the food and the _smells_! My stomach really hurts..and my chest is so hot..

Just need to get away then it wont be so hard..

Okay what the double fruit fuck..?

The sun just went out, and all the lights too. And now I can see outlines..and theres this purple ..thing?

No one is moving except her and its..Oh God I think its going to eat them!

it's your inner demon! you must fight it!

There's no hope of victory in a conflict. Empty your mind, focus on what you want most. What would that be, girl?

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> it's your inner demon! you must fight it!

Yeah, I'm not going to let it eat people! These people smell too good!

err...I mean..

Right Um..kung fu fighting..come on I do sort of know martial arts.

Run...and strike! Oh god it's like punching wood. I don't think she noticed..how is his whole head fitting in her mouth, notice me!

I think I hear someone calling my name..and it kind of hurts..

Punching isn't working..Get off him! I try grab her jaws open, her teeth aren't actually sharp..more like a jack-o-lanern's carved smile.

Breath in..brace, and pull..hey that worked! Sort of.

We both fall over..the man she was about to eat is fozen tipped over..its really freaky.

Well..it woul..Oh shit, ow, ow, ow..she bit my hands and ...ow she just racked both her hands down my sides..

You fucker are going down..Oh I can feel her body against mine..it feels good

She's trying to grind my hands off..but it doesn't really even hurt, I pull them out of her mouth..and grab onto her arms, and pull them be hind her head..

She has these reall cute little tiny breasts..

and her..girl parts look so tasty..

This platinm blond..puppy with white crow wings? walks up to us..the only thing other me and the monster moveing..
"Tracy Tanaka! Good Job, now finsh her off, by Saying 'Azuma ni jōshō shi, kurai to gaikoku no ikimono o kyasuto shimasu. Nai hoshi wa shōgo no jikan sora ni sunde iru koto wa dekimasen'"

I..don't care..shes strugleing against me, and my penis is so hard..its twitching aganinst her mound, running up and down her lips..

Should I put it in?
Should I kill her?
Wtf is a puppy with wings?

Release her. Now.

never stick it in crazy, and this thing is a few steps past crazy. just kill it.

Okay, you're pretty much tripping balls on SOMETHING.

Yeah, might as well fuck your inner demon and advance the plot.

release teh puppy

Glorious. You'll just give in to "your" desires or fulfill some arbitrary request, while ignoring any other alternative. Do your worst, girl.

it can't actually hurt you. let it go and back off and ask the puppy WTF?

> There's no hope of victory in a conflict. Empty your mind, focus on what you want most. What would that be, girl?

I want to make her smell even better.

That bit of Japanese strikes me as a plausible sort of monster-banishing incantation. If it is, that's a good way to properly defuse this situation. If it isn't, well, at worst you'll just embarrass yourself by saying it, and given everything else you're doing at the moment, I don't think it's going to stand out to anyone who may be observing.

in fact. just grab her and take her to your house. mom may still be moving and can talk. even if not imagine her in YOUR BED. focus on that image to get her there.

> I want to make her smell even better.
By all means, do. Without me, however.