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Block 6 Him 2011/09/27(Tue)11:51 No. 353293 ID: 692e92

Whats the meaning of life?

Is it to find your soul mate and raise a family?

If thats the case: I've alreadyfailed.

Is the meaning of life to enjoy it's fruits?

If thats the case i've alreadyfailed.

Is it to contribute to the world in a positive way?

If thats the case...I might have alreadysucceeded

Even if I did contribute; What do I do now? What's my purpose in life? Am I just to wither in this bed of mine until I pass? What kind of sick fate is that?

I suppose I should say abit about myself...Theres not much to know, really...
I grew up in a strict but loving home, I was always bad at school, usually failing most of my classes. Eventually I completed school with my highschool diploma in hand. Only by the skin of my teeth, I might add.

Despite my failures in the school system, I managed to get into college. I never did have any friends at college. It didn't matter, I was very anti-social.

I landed a good job in the field of Cryogenics. I was stationed in Seattle. The pay was great, but the work usually soaked up most of my time in the day, and ontop of that it wasn't very exciting.

I worked there in Seattle for six years, then retired in my 30's. I had amassed enough money to do whatever I wanted. However I was always the indecisive type.

I met this beautiful woman named Charolette. We quickly became entranced in each other, and got married. We had two beautiful babies, one boy, one girl. We named the boy Jacob, and the girl Hope.

Arguably, it was the best time of my life.

And then it happened. We were going on vacation to a popular ski resort in the mountains. I was driving on the side of a mountain, it was a shortcut and I thought we would get there faster despite it being more dangerous. You see it was rarely used so the road fell into disrepair, but it was still driveable. Boy was I a fool.

I ended up hitting a big patch of black ice that made the car lose almost all traction. The car swurved off the road and down the cliff. Thankfully we landed in a lake.

I quickly unbuckled myself and swam to the surface. They didn't come up. I swam back down to the car to try and save them. But it was too late. They had fainted, either from the shock that the water brang, or from the crash.

I regret it to this day, but, I couldn't save them. I've blamed myself all this time despite words of comfort from others.

It's been three months since the accident, and since then i've developed numerous psychological problems.

The worst being that, to me, almost everything in the world seems to look like a shapeless mass of grey. My doctor said it was a extremely rare case of color blindness, and that it was permanent.

The other illness i've developed is some sort of brain damage. My perspective on things in the world are much different from other people, because of this brain damage.

The third problem is that I have long dreams, they're usually about two or three hours. My doctor says that it might be possible because of my brain damage, and that it should go away over time. It hasn't.

How do I spend my days now, you might ask? Well, I usually wake up at 9:00AM, go to my therapist and listen to him for two hours, then do whatever comes to mind...

Recently i've been having....

Strange nightmares..

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Him 2011/09/27(Tue)12:00 No. 353294 ID: 692e92
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I am sleeping...
I am not sleeping very well, last night I drank myself stupid and blacked out.
I forgot who might've taken me back to my house, and honestly I don't care. I haven't cared about anything for a long, long time...

My house is small, despite my large sum of money. I live out of town by a lake, forgot what it was called...

It has one bedroom, a living room, a kitche, and a bathroom. The bedroom contains my bed, dresser, clothes, and computer. My bathroom contained a sink, a toilet, a shower, and my anti depressants. My living room contains a couch, and a book case with many classics. My kitchen look like any other kitchen, with a fridge, counters, cabinets, a dishwasher, and a sink. I don't store much food in my kitchen, as I usually go out to eat.

My house is quite empty, but I don't find a reason to add anything more.

Recently i've been having weird dreams: More like nightmares, if I had to describe them. My doctor has given me many different medications, but none have worked...I wonder what he'll give me next...

>>	c870bb.jpg Aqua Dusk Posh c870bb Elephant Guy 2011/09/27(Tue)12:11 No. 353296 ID: c870bb so, uhh... any hobbies?

Him 2011/09/27(Tue)12:16 No. 353298 ID: 692e92
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I open my eyes.

Eough....Morning...Finally.

I stare up at my ceiling, it used to be a beautiful shade of beige, but to me, it's just grey. I turn my head to my left, I see my arm. It's still grey. Usually I can at least detect my own skin color, but today is not such a day. I examine my room..

I feel abit happy as I notice that I can see the brownish color of my dresser and desk. It's the little things...

I wonder if my therapist would become angry with me if I skipped todays session..

I never liked those sessions, but my doctor practically forced them down my throat. Sometimes I would call in sick or busy, but my doctor encouraged me that it would help me if I continually went to them...

"What a bunch of bullshit.."

Him 2011/09/27(Tue)12:20 No. 353299 ID: 692e92
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I get up out of my bed unwillingly.
The floors bitter coldness assaults my feet.

I could've sworn I turned on the heater...

I looke at my pocket watch that is sitting on my bed next to my pillow.

10:00AM....I'm late.

I just know i'm going to get chewed out for being so late.

>>353296
>Hobbies?
If you consider drinking a hobby, then yes.

Him 2011/09/27(Tue)12:25 No. 353301 ID: 692e92
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I walk slowly to my dresser and open it.
I put on some clothes that are not worth mentioning.
I've abandoned fashion long ago.

I'm usually either at my house, in a therapy session, or at my local bar called the Brass Bull. I'm well known there and the people there are probably the closest thing to friends I have.

>>	692e92.jpg Evening Sea 692e92 Him 2011/09/27(Tue)12:28 No. 353302 ID: 692e92 File 131715173196.png - (5.38KB , 423x413 , Room5.png ) I finish dressing up and head out. In a hurry. The drive through the city is painfully slow.

>>	f1165c.jpg Rainbow Climber f1165c Elephant Guy 2011/09/27(Tue)12:31 No. 353304 ID: f1165c play some music, dude.

Him 2011/09/27(Tue)12:36 No. 353307 ID: 692e92
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After what seems like an eternity I make it to my therapist. I walk in and he gives me a look, that look that makes you melt with guilt on the spot.

"My time is very valuable, I would be thankful if you did not waste it by being late."

I don't respond, I sigh quietly, my therapist was always abit of a grouch. Without another word the session begins.

He asks a bunch of questions, and I give him answers and the session ends. Without me feeling any better, I might add.

I look up at the clock before I leave. It is the afternoon.

I get back in my car and drive home.

>>	692e92.jpg Evening Sea 692e92 Him 2011/09/27(Tue)12:41 No. 353308 ID: 692e92 File 131715248528.png - (5.60KB , 423x413 , Room6.png ) I return to my house, I make myself a sandwich to quell my increasing hunger. After consuming it I walk into my bedroom. What should I do now?

>>	f1165c.jpg Rainbow Climber f1165c Elephant Guy 2011/09/27(Tue)12:50 No. 353310 ID: f1165c buy an easel, a canvas, and black and white oil paint.

>>	692e92.jpg Evening Sea 692e92 Him 2011/09/27(Tue)13:09 No. 353323 ID: 692e92 File 131715416797.png - (13.28KB , 800x600 , thisisart.png ) >>353310 Thanks but no thanks, the last time I attempted art was a catastrophe. And I didn't enjoy it either.

>>	f1165c.jpg Rainbow Climber f1165c Elephant Guy 2011/09/27(Tue)13:14 No. 353326 ID: f1165c no matter. try again. fail better.

>>	c6a053.jpg Mystic Emerald Mountain c6a053 Suggestion 2011/09/27(Tue)23:49 No. 353550 ID: c6a053 >>353310 Why would you want him to do that?? >>353308 Use the computer.

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