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Suggestor's note: all of this is in Fortune Ana's mind communicating with Dreamwalker
Sorry if I'm a little groggy... but I'm glad you can hear me. just give me a moment to catch my breath...
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listen, I'm sorry I have to communicate like this, but after what happened, I need to take precautions.
I saw what was going on through my dreams. I'm assuming you, Dreamwalker, may have been keeping me updated while I was having fun in my little dreamworld. honestly, I feel like I want to go back to sleep and forget all this. Dreams are much more comforting than reality, but I can see you need me.
First things first: I think my voice may have been compromised. Before we spoke with Cera, Absurdity gave Ana two white totems that acted like radios for our voices to the physical world. After we went through that fiasco in the future, your friend, The Incubus Melkior, was given Scarred's white totem and her black totem, and my black Totem. However, my white totem was nowhere to be found. I do not know who has it right now, or if it has been destroyed by the future, but just in case someone who wants nothing more than to hurt us has it, I have to stay silent like this and can only communicate with my thoughts. That said, I don't know how communicating like this will effect Ana or the person you have formed a bond with, or if they will be able to hear me. That said, I may have to act not as their guides, but probably as your guide, Dreamwalker.
Second: I'm having doubts that I can properly keep Ana alive if we keep going down the route we've been taking. I know the Scarred really wants her to follow in her footsteps and be a hero and start a family with Logan without her son dying, but I think we've made too many mistakes for that to be a reality. And I can't get what Cera said about Ana confronting them leading to her death with the amount of times she'll get shot and injured out of my head. Ana has even said time and time again that she doesn't want to do this anymore. I can't bear to see her like that anymore, and I feel that is what I want to do, even if it means taking Dervan's offer for an exit. What I want to do is to do more research on the kind of person Dervan is to make sure he isn't the type of person we think he is before blindly taking his offer while Ana goes through looking into the past. Whether we take Dervan's offer or not, I can't allow Ana to try to confront our enemies anymore and just have her escape.
Third: If we decide to take Dervan's offer, that does not mean we will stop saving this world. the person you have bonded with, Dreamwalker, whom I will from this point be calling "Lucid" has expressed a great desire to save this world, something I have not seen Ana expressed on her own. I want to have a long discussion with Lucid about the consequences about choosing the hero path and if she still wants to save this world. Afterwards we will have her take Ana's place as the hero while We will still watch over and help Ana as she tries to escape with with her friends and family, whether we take Dervan's offer or not.
Fourth: I want to know if Ana truly wants me to still help her guide her. During the time we were sent to the future, I noticed that Ana did everything she could to find Scarred Ana's totem and even try to repair it to have Scarred talk to her again, but... I don't know if she even bothered to look for mine. Also, I noticed that when Future Ana tripped and fell, her left eye popped out... I use my left eye when I use my fortune telling ability. She may have at one point removed it herself because it reminded her too much of me. After we returned to the present, she refused to hear my story I was about to tell, she ignored my request to read Robbit's note, and she took Scarred Ana's path of threatening Cera instead of trying to leave things peacefully. I'm wondering if she truly wants my help, and if not, if I have wronged her in some way. I wouldn't blame her, I've made too many choices that harmed her, and I even abandoned her at one point.
Fifth: Dreamwalker, I wanted to ask you this, and I promise I will not get upset: when your partner told you that you need to consume the memories of others in order to gain strength, It got me wondering: after I was summoned by the ash tree... and before I met Ana at the bus stop... did you... by any chance... meet me and... consume my memories? Yes or No? Again, I won't get upset if you did, as it might have been for the best if I didn't remember my past like Scarred remembered hers. I just want to know why I remember next to nothing while Scarred remembers a lot of things in her past.
Sixth: you might not like what I might say, but I think Falafaf is on her way to death soon. remember the paper with the horns and Essence crossed off one of them after future Falafaf died? I do not think that means only future Falafaf is dead, I think that applies to present Falafaf as well, and she is marked for death. That said, to keep yourself from getting clouded by deep emotions, I don't want you to get too attached to her anymore. I'm not saying don't talk to her, just be prepared for that outcome.
Finally: Dreamwalker, you're injured and weak. I'm worried that your condition is going to hurt Lucid in a lot of ways very badly... which is why I have a request for you: your guide has told you that you needed to consume memories to grow stronger right? well here is my request: I want you to consume my knowledge of fortune telling, and my memory of Falafaf. After what I've done to future Falafaf, I feel I don't deserve this power. I never even asked for it in the first place, I just gained it by accident. Me having and using those powers after what I've done will only fill me with guilt and be an insult to her while you on the other hand never wanted Falafaf dead. If you take and use my fortune telling knowledge, I can at least be happy that her powers will live on through you rather than someone who just threw her life away. will you please accept this offer?
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