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Queen Honey Bubbles
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All right Ridder, you need to pull yourself together. You are a good man. You have a strong desire to right the wrongs you see, to help people. The only problem is that you seem to have this grand illusion about yourself and the world in general. You have this ideal of what you should be, and what the world should be. An orderly world, with everyone in their place. Wise lords ruling fairly over happy peasants. You as the virtuous guardian of it all. It may be a nice dream, but it is a dream and always was.
The sooner you realise this the better. Only then can you see the world for what it is. The world is not black and white.
You've been taught about chivalry and knightly virtues all your life, but you haven't understood it. A knight is not someone who is never tempted. A knight is not someone who never strays. A knight is someone who perseveres, and strives to better himself against all adversity. It is easy to be a knight in a dream, much harder to be one in the real world. But it is also worth much, much more. Nothing easy has true worth.
Same goes for love. You've been hearing stories about love without understanding it. Real love is not like in books. It isn't all roses and sunsets. Often it is hard work and sacrifice. But it is always, always worth it. You need to stop dreaming and see what is in front of you. In a way it is fortunate that you lost your virginity like this. If you had not, when you did find someone you would consider your True Love you would've been disappointed when the reality wouldn't measure up to your expectations.
You have a choice before you. You can either give up now that you've hit your first real obstacle, or you can persevere through it and become a better person for it. The choice is yours. However, we both know which one you truly want. The question is whether you have the courage to face it.
Should you choose the latter, you must, I repeat, MUST talk to Sticks. Immediately. Whatever your feelings towards her are, you must tell her, and be honest. You must not fall into silence and let this fester. That will only cause further harm.
I hope you make the right choice. Be the knight you can be, Ridder.
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