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>>786503
"Mr. Ilan. Have you considered you might be worrying too much? Some worry is definitely warranted, yes, but even so..."
Take a deep breath, and exert your Somewhat Dominant personality.
"Look, a dragon might be infinitely more powerful than an 18-year old girl - but... that dragon is still MY inner nature. As long as I can consciously decide what I want to do and be, that nature will have to form itself according to my desires, right? If it makes me susceptible to be domineering and in charge - then it can darn well let me stay in charge of my own actions, for one! I'll be dragon the way I want to be, thank you very much. Acting like an animal on instinct doesn't feel very draconic, certainly. (so there, inner me)"
Feel strongly about this, let your inner dragon know.
"And really, I want to be good, and I want to be kind, and I want to live my life, and yes, sometimes that involves having sex. So it can try to make me want to be assertive and overly domineering in those things, and push me to have more sex, but as I am, I'll fight that. All the way. I'm just dominant and more than caring enough to know what I want, from what I really really want! That's why I knew something was off and told you about it in the first place. And I'm happy to being less 'in charge', as long as it's not terribly important for me to be so."
That's what being Somewhat Dominant is all about. Being Dominant when one thinks it's needed, but not all the time.
"Mr. Ilan, though I felt like I lost control of myself somewhat, it wasn't at the level where it was forcing me to do things I didn't really - at some level - already want. Though it was an outlier behaviorally for me, I think I was still well on the inside of not being a huge bully douchebag - and I tried to consider others' comfort, just not... quite well enough. Again, sorry Skif, and thanks for being okay with it. We have a safe word now, so... y'know, progress is being made. It just caught me off-guard... and now I'll know to be doubly careful."
Reduce horniness meter, cuz' if what's going on is just some outside non-Appeal related force trying to make you wet, it should be your first official Turn-Off (besides that other one that you never ever think about or acknowledge). You already dislike the enslavement ritual the Dragon Riders have, and now your own nature is trying to make you a slave to desire? Ohhhh... you're not gonna let that fly!
Just say no to Mind Control! (if you make the will save)
>>786617
This. And be open about the possibility you might have to defy Mr. Ilan's wishes.
"So, you understand my new friends' mission and concerns. And... I don't want to leave them in a lurch if they decide to make a move. I'm sorry Ilan, I'll definitely try to take your advice and wait - and tell them to, too, it doesn't seem like Chei is in immediate danger - but if they go I'm going to have to go with them. I'm not sure they'd stand a chance against something that powerful without help of some kind."
And for emphasis, reveal your long-term plans.
"Besides, this might be an opportunity to do something related to mine and Skif's dreams of repairing mortal-dragon relations in the long run. If there are exiled bad dragons around doing bad things and kidnapping people, well, obviously we'll have to do something about that eventually, and here's a way to get a head start on it. If we shy from conflict forever, that dream's never gonna be made a reality! Though, again, if we can wait on your dragon friend, then I'm totally in favor of that. I'd -love- to talk to them about what dragon society's like, among other things."
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