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Renegade Harmony Drifter
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“What does that even MEAN? Mediator?”
I don’t know what questions I should ask, since there’s so much I don’t know. It’s all a little overwhelming. Simply telling me to ask what I need to know before I somehow agree is strange.
“You said that like you already know I’m going to agree. Do I even have a choice in this?”
Eve regards me intently, sliding her thumb across the rim of her teacup.
”I can see how this conversation will go, yes. This doesn’t mean you lack free will. It only means I know what to say to convince you of the need. However...”
She pauses like she’s considering something. Seems weird to me since she said she already knows how this will go. Does she really need to think about it if she already knows?
Right before I open my mouth to ask exactly this, she speaks.
”It might be a kindness to simply show you, or perhaps the opposite. However I believe I owe you this.”
Eve simply raises her hand toward me. Casually, as if pushing something aside.
I begin remembering in reverse.
I see myself waking from this dream, only vaguely aware it happened. Feeling out of sorts as I pull myself together and decide to go to class instead of work. I watch as I have an embarassing conversation with Circe, unable to speak up as she rudely insults her classmates. I see myself stagger as Eve’s words she’ll be speaking in this dream spring to my mind, struggling to recover and focus on class. I bristle at the memories of the strange pull on my attention trying to get me to get up and go somewhere.
The knowledge continues to unspool faster in my mind, playing my day in advance.
Running off after class and ignoring my other class of the day. Dropping off my bag at my apartment and going for a long walk in the cold autumn weather. Ending up at the park at twilight. The portal opening and Momo getting stuck coming through until I touched her tail. The rush of heat from the fox fooling around with me, playfully messing with my head.
The terror of the clockworker arriving, and Momo grabbing my shoulder.
I remember remembering this dream I’m having, right now.
My head rocks back in shock, my mouth open as I try to find the words. Eve looks at me in sympathy.
”My apologies. I know that isn’t a pleasant feeling.”
I absolutely finish finding my words now and blurt out without even considering I’m apparently talking to a goddess.
“THAT is how my day is going to be? You asshole! Why?”
Eve sips her tea and I really think about shouting at her and how that might not have been the best idea. The silence stretches for a moment.
Is she able to tell that I’m thinking this, and giving me just enough time to cool down and consider my words before-
”Yes I’m giving you time to think before I speak. No, I’m not reading your mind, but I can see what would have happened if I didn’t let you cool down.”
“Uh, thanks I guess?”
”As for why your day shall be as it is, that comes down to necessity. Because of this I shall ask you to walk a difficult path, Mia.”
She steeples her hands, and sits back a moment. I find myself weirdly considering her boobs for a moment and tell myself that’s probably because Momo was just being weird about her boobs at me.
Or wait... Momo hasn’t done that yet, has she? I’m remembering it like it just happened but it doesn’t until this evening. That is a really weird feeling.
”I’m choosing to be uncommonly open with you because of your circumstances. When I ask someone to become a Mediator it’s usually in service of minor goals. They’re offered power and direction in their life, in return for keeping the balance in their local area.”
“How do they do that? You keep mentioning the balance but I don’t really get it. And why me? How does Momo come into this?”
Eve nods.
”You are now capable of asking the right questions.”
”I gift power to those sworn to me, power to affect the world. My Mediators call them the Arts.”
She holds out both hands for a moment, the left one glowing a deep blue and the right glowing a bright orange.
”There are the two spirit worlds, yin and yang, and my Mediators and I stand in the world you see as your own as protectors. This is to keep it safe from the spirits who would intrude upon you in their various motivations. Often even their mere presence would be enough to cause problems, though they may not intend it.”
An eyebrow is raised at me.
“You’ll be experiencing such a thing today, as you remember. The power of yang is one of passion, lust, and impulsiveness. Enough of it in the air may cause certain difficulties, yes?”
I flush at the preemptive memory of Momo groping my thighs and the surprising heat I would be later feeling at that.
“Oh that explains... a lot there.”
A nod and a smile.
”Indeed. But it goes further. Such aura may cause anger, violence, and other problems. This is before you even consider the spirit’s own reasons for coming to your world.”
The light fades from her hands and the wraps them around her teacup.
”Ideally you would ask the spirit to return home and they would, but so rarely does one get the ideal outcome. Thus you are empowered to forcibly eject them. As spirits there can be no true death, only returning to their origin to reform.”
“And there’s a lot of Mediators? So why am I important?”
”There are a multitude, spread through all countries in your world. But however many there are, there are never enough. The spirit worlds eclipse your world in size, and it is only because they are incapable of working together that you are not overrun.”
“And me?”
”On occasion a situation is far more delicate. I cannot merely count on having Mediators in the local area who will respond to the challenge. These situations, ones that could truly alter the fate of the world, usually require me to place someone in the right position. A necessity of placing them upon a path that will lead directly into a coming storm, to be armed along the way by their experiences so they may be the perfect solution.”
Her eyes fix upon me.
I don’t remember her ever truly looking at me before. It always seemed as if she had just closed her eyes to think, or was relaxing them as she talked.
For just a moment I’m pierced by vivid purple radiance. Her stare looks right into my soul.
The feeling passes as quickly as it happens, and I breathe once more.
”That is why I call upon you, Mia. You are my solution. This is the answer to your first question.”
”I need you to be standing in that theatre, at that point in time, this upcoming day. It is the first step on your path. I can tell you no more about how it ends, for risk of deviation from it.”
This weirdly makes sense to me. I’ve only remembered the rest of a single day before it’s happened. Hell not even a whole day, only about 8 hours or so, but even then.
It feels like now that I know how it’s supposed to go I’m not allowed to say no to this offer, because I remember Momo calling me a Mediator and all those events. It wouldn’t happen that way if I don’t say yes.
“My head hurts even trying to think about this. There’s going to be so much happening, isn’t there? And what about Momo? Can I trust her?”
Eve looks pensive for a moment, then smiles.
”I shall grant you this final answer, a grain of pure truth to set your mind at ease.”
The next words ring out like a subtle bell.
”Tamamo will always be your ally.”
”Does that help?”
I look at the goddess in golden robes in front of me.
“Who ARE you really?”
Her gentle expression doesn’t change as she sips from that damn teacup. By now I know it should be empty but it continues to steam.
”As I told you, I like to take up many names. People call me by whatever is most comfortable. I suppose if Eve does not work, you could call me Balance.”
I don’t know that she’s going to give me any clearer answer. Maybe it’s not one of those things I can really understand right now. Or maybe not ever.
”Now that you have asked of me, I would ask of you in return.”
”Mia, will you be my Mediator?”
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