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"Hey, Hiz," you say. "How's it hanging?"
"One lower than the other," Hizalian says. "As you do."
"Right over here." Bika points the two of you to a corner booth with a long rectangular table at it. A Bika with a washcloth gives it a quick once-over.
"You know Bika, right?" you ask. "She's eating with us. Friend of mine."
"Hi, Bika." Hizalian smiles. "Good to see you."
"So I have to ask," you say. "What is an Oculot doing with a pair of sunglasses?"
"Oh, these." He unclips them and sticks them in his pocket. "If I wear these guys and a scarf I can pass for a weirdo human at a distance instead of an oculot. Which is better."
"The scarf was my next question. For the shoulder things?"
"Yep."
"I kind of just thought you liked scarfs."
"Well." He chuckles. "That too."
"Where are you coming from?"
"Work," he says. "Marketing at this start-up. Selling organic clothes."
"What are organic clothes?"
"I spend my entire work day trying to figure out good answers to that," Hizalian says. "It's just the hippy-dippy places that hire guys like me into higher positions. Otherwise I'd be hawking Ford trucks or something like a good American. How you been, Zack? Saw you on the news."
"Good, besides that. How about you? Is your lady treating you right?"
"No, actually." Hizalian sits. "She withdrew."
"Oh."
"Yep. She saw what happened to you and gave notice."
"That sucks."
"Kind of. Yeah."
"Sorry I brought it up."
"That's OK." He sighs. "It's sort of set the tone for this conversation. I don't exactly bring bright tidings. Uh, Bika, are you sure you're good with hearing all of this?"
"Yeah," Bika says, uncertainly. "I think so. We, uh, do you want to order first, though?"
"Good idea." Hizalian finds the menu. "I can at least buy you dinner first."
"It's on me," Bika says.
"Oh. Scratch that. Thanks, Bika." Hizalian looks at the menu. "I'd like one of everything."
After you figure out your order, and Hizalian downsizes his (but not by as much as he might have), he sits back and crosses his legs. "So. Zack."
"Hiz."
"I really hate to be dropping more shit on you at a time when you're already swimming in it, but..."
"It's fine," you say. "What did you want to talk about?"
"A, uh, mutual acquaintance," Hizalian says. "Um. I don't really know how to start."
"Dive in."
"OK." He takes a breath. "So you've heard by now about the suicides, right? Mass Oculot suicides."
"Kind of."
"Three quarters of all Oculot casualties," he says, "were self-inflicted."
"Jesus."
"Yeah." He swallows. "We were all-- I mean, it was terrible for everyone. And it was worst of all for humans. Of course. But we ran the portals. And when we had to kill, we're really very empathetic. Uh, not that I'm-- I mean the Kariket's an Oculot and he--"
"I know what you mean."
"And whenever we cracked a head," Hizalian says. "It's a two-way street. I don't know-- Polyphema probably told you about that. You get feedback. You kind of see things."
"Right."
"So for those on the front lines... it got very crowded. Very quickly. Uh." He bites his lip. "And when we linked with each other the visions would be shared, sort of. So the population in general kind of-- there was a very real shift. None of us-- we all changed. I mean, Polyphema's really different, for example."
"How has she changed?"
"I didn't know her too well on the Other Side. But she was a lot more-- open. A lot freer with what she was thinking."
"What do you mean?"
"Have you ever seen her angry? Really angry?"
"No."
"Or really really sad?"
"I haven't."
"I mean you've seen her, right? Always vivacious, always happy, breezy, life of the party?"
"She wasn't always?"
"Oh, she was. But not all the time. Not as a shield. Not to, like, cover things up with. You think anyone can really be that upbeat? All the time?"
"I don't know."
"I mean she was a happy person. Of course. But she went through a lot, Zack. And she came out the other end happier. I'm extrapolating." His leg is wiggling. "You've noticed the drinking, right?"
"The drinking?"
"She drinks like a fish, Zack," Hizalian says.
"Oh," you say, softly. "Right."
"I mean I don't know her as well as you do," Hizalian says. "But it's definitely picked up. And you, I think, are the only person she's really been with for a very, very long time. Decades."
"Been with?"
"Well she's had dulamads," Hizalian says. "Plenty. She's afraid of being alone. But she opens up to nobody. Nobody ever. And that's mostly because at her core she got it the worst of all of us. She's the most broken member of an incredibly broken race."
1]] I don't think I want to talk about this anymore.
2]] Do you know her name?
3]] Is this what you came here to talk about?
4]] How do you know Polyphema?
5]] Can you tell me more about her? I've already seen some things.
6]] Maybe this isn't a conversation Bika needs to hear after all.
7]] _______________
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