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Braided Bee
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>Communicate...
>Give her the offer, no false promises or equivocation, just straight up your leaving for dangerous adventure and there's room for her if she wants in.
>So much cost to break free of people who would control you...
>The only way to honour that is allowing the same freedom for others, even if it scares you to do so.
>... she deserves the chance to make that choice, rather than you making it for her.
You're right. Eiko thinks, looking down at the ground.
"I..." Eiko starts then stops, a weak smile creeping onto her face. "We did it."
Vi nods repeatedly, her own tail swaying behind her. Eiko feels her mind soften at the sight.
"You did it. I was just here." Vi playfully shrugs.
Eiko snorts, recalling how Vi did a lot more than just stand there. "You already know what I'm going to ask, right?"
"No," Vi looks at her calmly, "But I have a feeling."
"....." Eiko thinks, what's the best way to word it? Please come with me? No. Too manipulative. Would you want to join us? Ugh. Too simple.
"Make another deal with me." Vi interrupts.
"... What do you mean?"
"You kept your end of the bargain."
Eiko feels a sinking in her gut. "You asked for security." She thinks over their night together. What may be their only night together. "I barely gave you that."
"You killed him. That's what I wanted."
Eiko rounds, her memory as sharp as a knife. "You asked for safety too."
There is no true safety now. Not after what Eiko did.
"Now we're all doomed because of me." It all comes flooding out of her, a hiss of breath that hopefully wont be overheard, "Those angels will come back. Sure, I said some rallying words for our crowd of like five people. But what's that really mean? You saw what that one angel could do. They have everything they need to destroy this place if they wanted. All it would've taken is my brother at their feet. So what can you really do, except wait for the end?"
>... It's eating at you. And it won't stop eating until you remove what's fueling it.
Eiko huffs and sucks in a breath. "Doomed if you stay. Doomed if you're with me. Which would you prefer?"
"No." Vi says it as if it's easy, the word alone rocks Eiko to her core. "Don't talk about it like that. We're not doomed. You did it."
Vi pokes at her chest. "You're here. You're alive. You have your wings now. That's real freedom. Don't waste that."
"And what about you?"
Vi's ears go up, eyes shifting slowly off towards the gang.
"... I'm going to stay. After everything, I realized that these guys matter too. As shitty as they can be sometimes, I'm not going to leave them to fight alone. You said it yourself in your speech, this world deserves a chance too."
"......."
>She truly would make a good pack mother, keeping them all connected. A hub of a great wheel of families that could keep the peace and unify the pavks...
Don't cry. Don't cry.
>She would do in a leadership role, agreed. Future sight is not a front liner.
Don't cry. Damnit.
>There is no point in crying over spilled milk. What is done is done, nowhere next to move but forward.
Damnit... Hearing it doesn't make it any easier. Eiko lets the words wash over her, guide her, chest all tangled up as her feelings show in her voice. "You said... That..."
"I know. Turns out, I don't have what you have." Vi looks at Eiko sheepishly. "I don't think I'm anywhere ready for it."
Eiko's breath hitches.
"Make a deal with me." Vi says again.
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