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Ginger Petal
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"<I'm going to let her back into the conversation now,>" I say, reconnecting the translator. "Okay, and that concludes our construct-to-construct conversation. Now, yes, this is Lightgreen Mint, of Golden Bough, her home village." I look to Lightgreen. She snaps out of whatever she was pondering and looks to me.
"Yyyes! Yes I am that, I am Lightgreen Mint. Shaman, otherworld speaker, I am, uh, I am our link between the lepi and the beyond. Yes. I exist on the intersection of boundaries, by necessity, a mediator across worlds. P-please forgive my ignorance, starbeings, I-I am not used to such an immediate audience, I have mostly spoken to your flickers and remnants, I, uh, uh... uhh... uhhhh... hhh..." She trails off and starts trembling. "I-- that is-- I'm--"
She quietly walks behind me and does her best to put me between her and the holograms in the room. "Please, uh, please give Vi-Si-Mi all of your questions and requests, and I will act on th-them? I... I'm not very... I mean, I am mostly good at... I don't..." She starts shaking a little harder and I can hear her breathing louder and more rapidly.
Li.ni.si's ears perk up a little in realisation, and she quietly... signs something to me, and I haven't used this form of communication in quite some time. "I think she's having an anxiety attack. This is an extremely stressful situation for an uncontacted base organism. Get her some help right now."
"What do you mean get her some help I am not a mechic I do not know what that means" I urgently sign back.
"Get her something to sit down on before she passes out! Lepi follow the common carbon template, get her some water as well."
I quickly signal-chirp a frenzied set of commands to the substrate and a very ugly lumpy couch forms up from the floor, as I try to refine it into something more usable with a few more sequences. I sit Lightgreen down on it. "It's okay. We're not in any sort of hurry, you can take as long as you want."
My relay station doesn't have any sort of water source connected to it. I hastily command my flocklet to go find a river and take a big sip. It responds by forming some filtration mechanisms inside its beak as it flies off and out of my direct awareness.
"Th-this is the only thing I'm meant to do," says Lightgreen, antennae falling as she tears up, "and if I c-can't even do it, wh-what use am I?"
Li.ni.si walks over in hologram form. "Well, we're going to get along very well," she says in her usual monotone. "Look, you were doing well up to this point. You're feeling overwhelmed, who can blame you? You've had to deal with a lot. Honestly? We're a lot more alike than it might seem--"
I'm suddenly taken off guard by the arrival of two more holograms into the increasingly-crowded relay station. Nu.ya.si and Ji.pa.ke. This is far too many people for this small a space and they might be physically intangible but I'm starting to find things extremely cramped and uncomfortable for some other reason.
I look at Lightgreen and she doesn't seem to like there suddenly being more people in this confined room any more than I do.
"Sorry! Sorry! So sorry we're late! It's all my fault, I had some automata that weren't stopping gracefully and I wanted to make sure they were shut down properly!" says Ji.pa.ke, who appears to, wherever they are, still be running from console to console. "Okay! Yes! That is in fact all of them! Okay! So! Yes! This mission!"
"...we're interrupting something, ain't we?" says Nu.ya.si, looking over at Li.ni.si leaning protectively over Lightgreen.
"Okay so everyone is showing up today," I say. I now miss feeling isolated and alone more than whatever this is.
"Busy day?" says Nu.ya.si, grinning. "I mean, yeah, I know it was, sorry, I've been listening in since Big V showed up. Old habits die hard, y'know?"
"Nu.yaaaa! You said you'd stop doing that!" Ji.pa.ke fidgets with their spikes.
"Hey, saves us a recap. Well, saves me a recap. Okay, I do have to give you a recap I guess. Basically the moth chick here is having a bad time right now."
"Oh! Oh no! Is there anything I can do to help?"
"Well, I don't know," says Li.ni.si, loud and annoyed, "surely the antidote to an episode of social anxiety is to add more loud strangers, right, Nu.ya?"
"Wow! Hello to you too, Li.ni! I see we're as approachable as ever, huh?"
"I would dearly love it if you could buzz off and come back in a few [minutes]. Or [hours]. [Days], maybe."
"Hey, your wish is granted! For some reason Vi.al's little golden baby here doesn't want us there just yet! You've got plenty of time to realise how much you miss me, really."
"Fall off a building."
"Hey! Less of that," says Ji.pa.ke. "Come on, Nu.ya, be less mean. You too, Li.ni!"
"I'm sorry, do all four of you already know each other??" I have to ask.
"Surprised?" Nu.ya.si shrugs at me. "Had the most effective team-building exercise known to the Shapeless. Something of a camaraderie among the survivors of the fall of the First City, yeah? You know we're all survivors of that, right? I mean, it was in our profiles, yeah?"
"What was?" I'm losing it.
"...y'know what?" He grins at me, but it seems less in malice and more a failed attempt to be reassuring. "Don't worry your pretty little orb-head about it."
I'm about to have a fucking breakdown right now. I sit down on the couch next to Lightgreen.
"...hey, you okay?" says Li.ni.si. "You aren't looking too good either. Ignore Nu.ya, he's a Monarch-damned splinter in the face if he doesn't feel in control of a situation. Also much, much too old to be acting like a petulant child like this."
"Oh, I'm the child, am I, Ms. Fall Off A Building? You know, you're fortunate I've got a thick skin thicker than your hide because, you know, if you threw that at poor little Ji.pa.ke you'd really upset them!" Nu.ya.si gestures towards Ji.pa.ke, who just looks baffled to be included.
"Nu.ya, please stop making people upset," says Ji.pa.ke, pleadingly.
"Ignore him," says Li.n.si. "He's acting up because you got chosen to be leader and not him, properly."
Nu.ya.si rolls his eyes and shakes his head. "Well, either we can keep bickering like vatlings, or one of us can act our age and focus on the task at hand. So, if you don't mind, I'll get back to collating all the data I have on hand for this mission, got it?"
Li.ni.si drags a hand down her face and turns back to me. "Feeling alright, Vi.si.mi?"
"I have had four Lords and four constructs show up in the span of less than an [hour] and there has been a lot of screaming and a lot of mind-unravelling revelations." And I have somehow been thrust into a leadership position for a squad of dysfunctional constructs. I was warned. I was warned. "I've felt better."
"Well, consider this practice for a real crisis, I guess. Got that water yet?"
"My flocklet's on it."
"Well, at least you have some experience delegating. That's a relief."
Ji.pa.ke emerges from behind Li.ni.si. I think. The overlapping opacities are making it hard to tell. "Is she okay? I haven't seen a lepi before, they remind me a lot of Ku.su's constructs though! I bet Ku.su would love to see these guys--"
"Do not," I say, heart leaping from the spike of dread I just felt, "let Ku.su or any of Ku.su's constructs know about the lepi here."
I do not need more attention. I do not need more eyes on this world. If Lord Ku.su finds out their extinct creations are extant here things are going to get even crazier than they already are. This is getting so out of hand I'm expecting something to explode in the next few seconds. It might be me.
"Oh? I don't follow, but okay!"
"Well, you know us Vi.al types," says Nu.ya.si, grinning again. "We love our secrets."
"Haha, that is very true! Very very true. Well, you know us Lo.ka types, we love to pry! Hahaha!"
"Please don't," I say, head in hands. "Not now." I take my hands off my head and urgently sign at Ji.pa.ke. "She doesn't know her species is artificial. She's already struggling to keep up."
"Wow, I don't know what your fancy gestures mean but they're neat!"
I need to regain control of this situation before they kill Lightgreen. Or me.
I think I just have to [put my beak through the glass*] and be assertive and establish that I am going to be their leader going forward. Ideally without coming across like an utter unreasonable jerk, in the process. Even if I have to forcibly kick some connections offline. THINK, VI.SI.MI, THIIIINK
[*Shapeless idiom, 'do the undesired thing', see: bite the bullet, eat the frog]
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