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Because when he found it, he was 's right hand. The first one he would have given it to, at the time, was her. He shared it with her. And the minute he did, her "memory problems" started. Her need for an organizer, her need for someone to plan everything out. to keep her names and intentions in mind, to keep her planned and built ritual sites.
: gave us that list.
As if memory was the issue! When she "forgot" the planned rituals, the current state of the Bloodletter sect, she might as well have been right! It was factual! It was true, for her, true and real for just for the matter in her body alone. Her body, it was reverting! Reverting at the end of every shift, the start of the new one, to that beautiful, healthy, happy moment when he shared it with her. "Always so beautiful", when there's barely a minute to take care of yourself? "Well-fed" after a year of decay? It was like pulling up an old version of a file!
: Here, and here.
And that state-change, that re-instancing, it included her memory! It wasn't able to just reset her blood and her bones, it was resetting the connections and configurations of her neurons!
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